This song is "Parted Ways" by the Heartless Basterds" they are from the same scene as the now wildly popular Black Keys but moved down here to Texas to Austin and we claim them now. I thought about Rachel and how much I loved her and how she doesn't know how much she is killing my love. Please listen to the words and read this entire blog.
Dear Rachel and Readers,
A few months ago I was in an electronic store checking out music and a gentleman came up to me and told me he liked my shirt. I told him I liked his also as we were both wearing different rock band t-shirts. We started talking about all the bands we had seen as he was a couple of years older than I and then he said he didn't get out as much because he was married and his wife didnt want him out around all those women. I told him he was blessed and I told him how Rachel had betrayed me and how after he asked me if I would be his facebook friend he would see the picture of the girl who destroyed my faith in women. I told him I would trade places with him any day to be loved and have had Rachel not want me to be coveted by any other women and love me instead of ridicule and betray me. I always saw Rachel Myatt as a blessing and as cruel as she was to me at times I just kept loving her. She never saw that though. So I just want you all to know that I don't owe Rachel any kindness any longer. She deserves the campaign against her Church, she deserves for others to know how unloyal, hurtful, and cruel she is. She deserves for her neighbors, church members, and other religions worldwide to know what the New Church doctrine taught her and that is what I am going to spread. The truth. She could have picked up the phone and been kind and we could have squashed this beef a long time ago but she continues to think I will just go away. Little does she know this is the calm before the storm. I dont owe your any kindness anymore Rachel Myatt so you will get what you put into me. Cruelty, Unkindness, and you lost my love. I was your true friend and you had all this time to make peace with me. When I needed you, you abandoned me and tried to make me into this horrible person because I felt like dying when it was you who were the liar, manipulator, and user. So when your face is everywhere and your lies are out it is yourself you will have to blame. I am a great man, I have so much love to give to people, I am not crazy, and you missed out and you are a horrible person for all the lies and all the pain, and the evil you wished on me but most of all for ever speaking ill of my mother. I loved you more than any woman I have ever loved and you didnt appreciate it at all. The only reason I held back on you is because I love Jonathan but now not even my love for him will hold back what I am about to unleash.
P.S. to Pastor Coleman Glenn I am so sad that a Pastor of a Church wouldnt want me to make peace with someone and would not want me to experience joy and happiness and not realize how evil and how hurtful the things Rachel did to me were at the time of the loss of my mother. I do not wish them on anyone and though I have been sick I have focused my time on helping others. I dont care if my affliction kills me at least I will die knowing I reached out to help my father who is struggling to live and my friends and family who need support. I am sad that instead of put aside doctrine and be like Christ and just love you spent so much time trying to downplay my love of God and the way I loved God when I pointed out how Rachel used your doctrine to hurt. So I want other people to know how people loved you and were there for you when you needed prayers and love and how you didnt want that for me. Rachel's prayers and friendship and love meant everything to me when my mother passed away she was my most trusted friend but you didnt understand that it was all about the New Church and doctrine not about loving your fellow man, or forgiveness, or even that I told everyone how sick I was it was about being selfish and narrow minded everything the New Church claims not to be but that is ok. It is on you I showed you people nothing but love so you cant slight me for what I am going to print, say, or do because I reached out to you with love and the whole time you ignored me.
So here it is ladies and gentleman kindness showed to Pastor Coleman Glenn in the form of a prayer but Rachel couldnt even pray with me and Pastor Glenn condones that.
Heres one example of people who remembered your kindness and your love and prayed for you
http://www.newchurch.org.au/uploads/media/Aug09.pdf Page 3 for my readers
At one of the darkest times in my life both you and Rachel kicked me down and there is nothing more that I wanted in life was to worship with Rachel and Jonathan and loved them and you as a Pastor kicked me down and constantly tried to make excuses for my love so now I will let the whole world know as best I can about the little Church that turns people away. The Dawson Creek Church of the New Jerusalem. They indoctrinate people like Rachel to be scared of people like me who are different because they dont want anyone who has learned or looks different in their Church. They discourage love and reconciliation but instead to lie, give into hedonism, and hurt others and if people seek forgiveness they do everything in their power to discourage that. Most of all someone made Rachel feel ashamed of being with me because the person I was with never would treat me that way it all changed so quickly and that kind of hate has to be encouraged and taught. I am sorry for telling what I know but that is how I was treated and the New Church Worldwide will have to deal with Rachel and Pastor Coleman Glenn's actions. I reached out and I can no longer be kind because they shun my love and kindness so I will just tell the truth and be their enemy for the rest of my life because that is how I was treated not with open arms or love but as a enemy.
Just remember when all is said and done you killed my love Rachel Myatt by being so cruel and you did also Pastor Glenn. You say you care about my well being Pastor Glenn quit freaking patronizing me with that suicide crap. It happened yes I wanted to die and now its done im still her fighting. I had every right to feel the way I did and the fact that you nor Rachel cant take responsibility for anything you said shows something about your character. I am sorry for any pain I caused Rachel but she was the one who inflicted the pain in order for me to feel that way. I dont let people walk over me and I sure as heck wont let the disrespect you have shown me and Rachel have shown me go by the wayside. What if I talked bad about your dead mother or lied to you while you were grieving Pastor Glenn. What if I laughed at you when you were going through chemo and wished you dead. That was the effect of Rachel's mistreatment of me and because of your selfish teachings she thinks she can continue to just treat people bad with no consequences well I am the person who is going to show her she should and better never treat anyone cruel like that again. It is flabbergasting how screwed up things are they could all be better but no it has come to this. I am humble and trying to make peace and you neither Rachel or Pastor Glenn see anything but your own selfish aspirations. You freaking messed with my one dream and that is to be in a loving relationship Rachel and if you dont call that being good and of love Pastor Glenn then screw you. By lying, not being honest, giving me false hope when all I did was believe in her and love her. You couldnt even follow your own doctrine. The doctrine of love. Rachel didnt love me as a friend, a partner, or anything she just used me, played with my love of others, and destroyed me and when I tried to make things right no one cared so remember that when you have to deal with the aftermath and remember this little bit about love from your own people. http://www.spiritualwisdom.org.uk/love.htm
How dare either of you doubt my love of God
How dare you Rachel ever talk bad about my mother I had nothing but respect and love for your mother Jane Myatt and you had no right ever saying anything ill toward mine.
How dare you ever say my love for you was a mistake I truly loved you and you spit on my friendship, my love, and my faith in God for loving you.
How dare you ever try to make me out as someone crazy. I am a human being I hurt and bleed like everyone else and just because I was grieving didnt mean I was unhappy or damaged I was in shock and trying to deal with things but I will tell you one thing I was I was at peace with my mother being taken away from all the suffering she endured and for you to ever say the things you did you deserve all that I am going to reveal about you.
Last of all to Pastor Cooper and Pastor Glenn you are totally disrespectful Pastors when I came to you in love and because of something one of your flock did toward me using your doctrine. I was trying to make peace Rachel with Pastor Cooper so your reply was the most disrespectful thing ever you should have kept your piece of paper if you didnt want to address it you should have just left it alone. You obviously dont care how your Church is viewed or portrayed so you are about to learn. Yes Pastor James Cooper you are being called out in what I am spreading worldwide too. Just remember none of you are following your own doctrine and you are being hypocritial in the worst way to me. I was never anything but loving and accepting of your faith so it give you no right to put me down, belittle me, or treat me as less a person so I wont slander your, I wont libel you, I only use your emails and what you said to me as truth to tell my story so that is it. Rachel Myatt started this fire she could have ended it with a phone call but she lost her place in my heart as a friend I loved you Rachel but you would rather have this because of the evil you decided to do. You deserve it all. Thanks for lying to me, abusing my love, sleeping with me, and pretending to love me and want to be with me if you didn't. All you do is throw men away instead of one minute think someone might actually love you Rachel Myatt. You dont deserve any kindness especially not mine.
God Bless ALL
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