Cup Of Coffee by Garbage
Cry by The Sundays
Dearest Rachel and Readers,
I wanted to say goodnight to Rachel tonight and tell her that I love her. I want her to know I am doing what I am doing because she doubted me and the abilities that I posses especially the love the Lord gave me. I love you Rachel Myatt more than I have loved any other woman besides my mother so that makes you the most important woman I have ever loved because you are the one who didnt have to love me uncondtionally like moms are supposed too. I had many people come and go in my life but you were my keeper, the one I couldnt live without.. I wish you knew how special you and Jonathan are to me and how much I pray about you and try to keep from doing and saying things to hurt you. It does not make me happy that I have this pain in my heart but I know I must keep enduring the pain if you are ever going to realize what God has put in my heart. He never has let me carry a burden I couldnt handle so He has carried, loved, and guided me through this whole ordeal. I wanted to dedicate two songs to you tonight the first is "Cup of Coffee" by Garbage because I think of Tim Hortons and how much I loved watching you have your coffee every morning. This song got me through a lot of tears and its special to me. The second song is "Cry" by the Sundays it is a beautiful song and I dedicate it to you Rachel and Jonathan because I miss you two so much. I want to say this before I end tonight.
My Father in Heaven,
Please watch over Rachel and Jonathan, the Myatt, Friesen, and Baker Families. Though Rachel and I are miles apart she is right here in my heart and I love her and have love for all of her family. I want them all to know that I would do anything for Rachel and Jonathan and even though I fall short of showing that I would give my life for both of them. Please watch over them all, show them Your mercy, love, kindness, and wisdom and bless them all. All this be in Your Name Oh Lord
Amen
Dearest Rachel and Readers,
I wanted to say goodnight to Rachel tonight and tell her that I love her. I want her to know I am doing what I am doing because she doubted me and the abilities that I posses especially the love the Lord gave me. I love you Rachel Myatt more than I have loved any other woman besides my mother so that makes you the most important woman I have ever loved because you are the one who didnt have to love me uncondtionally like moms are supposed too. I had many people come and go in my life but you were my keeper, the one I couldnt live without.. I wish you knew how special you and Jonathan are to me and how much I pray about you and try to keep from doing and saying things to hurt you. It does not make me happy that I have this pain in my heart but I know I must keep enduring the pain if you are ever going to realize what God has put in my heart. He never has let me carry a burden I couldnt handle so He has carried, loved, and guided me through this whole ordeal. I wanted to dedicate two songs to you tonight the first is "Cup of Coffee" by Garbage because I think of Tim Hortons and how much I loved watching you have your coffee every morning. This song got me through a lot of tears and its special to me. The second song is "Cry" by the Sundays it is a beautiful song and I dedicate it to you Rachel and Jonathan because I miss you two so much. I want to say this before I end tonight.
My Father in Heaven,
Please watch over Rachel and Jonathan, the Myatt, Friesen, and Baker Families. Though Rachel and I are miles apart she is right here in my heart and I love her and have love for all of her family. I want them all to know that I would do anything for Rachel and Jonathan and even though I fall short of showing that I would give my life for both of them. Please watch over them all, show them Your mercy, love, kindness, and wisdom and bless them all. All this be in Your Name Oh Lord
Amen
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