The Day Rachel Abandoned Me: September 9th 2010 , 2yrs and I Still Love and Care for Her

• Dear Readers,
  This was the day two years ago that Rachel abondoned me.  Instead of place blame and say anything ill about her today I am just going to tell both she and you all how much I love her.  She had told me the night before how much she loved me and that is what hurt the most that she became such a mean and evil person to me just hours later.  I dont know what I ever did to deserve such things.  I almost died that day.  Like I said I just want Rachel to know that I love her and Jonathan with all my heart and I had always hoped that we would take more pictures like the one above as our love grew.  You and Jonathan meant the world to me a Rachel and I would have never left you or abandoned you. For whatever reason you were ashamed to be with me or couldnt accept things about me I am truly sorry.  I never did anything but love you and I thought I deserved nothing less or more from you.  You and Jonathan meant the world to me and not a day goes by when I dont miss or think about you.
  
  All I want for Thanksgiving in Both Canada and the U.S. is peace with you Rachel Myatt.  All I want for Christmas is Peace with you Rachel Myatt. 
  All I know is that I love you.  I wont ask God for that because He loves us both it will be up to you in the end to know how much you and Jonathan are loved by me and how no one that didnt love you as much as I did would make a big fuss about you worldwide like I have.  I truly do love you Ray and none of this has been meant to hurt you and I am sorry if at times I have. I thought for the first time in my life I truly had a best friend and you would not give up on me.  You hurt me everyday that we keep silent.  I love you and I will go to my grave caring about you that much.
  
  
  God Bless All