One Sleepy Hypocrite In Love/ The Lies Rachel Told Me

I deserved to be lied to, I deserve because of someone elses free will to be treated like dirt, to have my self esteem and love crushed and I deserve to be alone and not be happy.  I deserved to not be married and have a family.  Basically that is what I was told by Pastor Coleman Glenn so I am calling him and Rachel Myatt out on this blog and I am going to extend and write another blog and tell the love story that was mine about Rachel's Lies and Deceit called "The Lies That Rachel Told Me"  Here you can read Pastor Glenn's love story  http://colemanandanne.wordpress.com/our-love-story/   Its ok for me to love someone miles away and treat them with respect, love, and courtship but when they lie and slander me I am supposed to just bend over and take it because I dont believe the same way they do? The same Pastor that was part of that story was the same one who said Rachel had the right to treat me like she did and that her free will to evil and to play with my love was justified because I wasn't part of the New Church scheme of things.  I am going to put you out in the open Coleman Glenn because of how you treated me.  I deserve just as much as anyone to be happy just as you do.  So what if your mom died right now or Anne got killed in plane crash.  It would tear you apart.  Would you like people to laugh at you, scoff at you, make fun of you.  It was ok for Rachel to do that wasn't because I am just some guy who didnt deserve to be happy or have a life, or have anything.  After all the pain and hurt I had been through I finally had a little bit of happiness in my life. Rachel ruined the faith I had in humanity and now I am going to show how both you and she contributed to that.  I feel you are a hypocrite in the biggest sense and that Rachel and her family do not live by the code they say they do and that your faith is decietful, hurtful, and full of lies and flaws.   I do not wish you any harm in your relationship and I hope you and Anne have lots of children and are frutiful in the Lord but you know who was selfish and treated me like crap instead of a blessing.  Rachel. Rachel and her family had all this love and werent even aware of all the blessings they have and then they make fun of me because after all that I had been through I still was alive and had the strength to love.  I still do but barely.  How selfish is that to play with a man who only wanted what everyone else has.  I was even there to love Rachel's own child.  You know what though I am done playing nice.  You are very jaded, selfish, and sick minded people especially a Pastor who is uncaring and who would selfishly side with someone who would lie, slander, and treat a grieving person so hateful.  You know what maybe one day something will happen to open your eyes just how serious that this is but by then it will be too late Rachel, Pastor Glenn, and Myatt family but that is ok because I am about to add this to my list of things to share and spread in the hypocrisy of the Church of the New Jerusalem.