Why would I put up such a picture to start my blog? It is because a lot of you who read this blog think I am some extremist and I want revenge on Rachel and the Myatts or that I am some obsessed person with a hidden agenda. My only agenda is that I love Rachel and her family and that God is my only guide. I have always been an anarchist and I have always believed in the values above but as a Christian we have the opportunity to follow the example of the greatest anarchist of all and His philosophy to love others, be kind to others, and to love unconditionally with purpose and drive. This blog will be brief and I wanted to start it with a couple of quotes about love and understanding from Dr. Cornel West.
“To be a Christian is to live dangerously, honestly, freely - to step in the name of love as if you may land on nothing, yet to keep on stepping because the something that sustains you no empire can give you and no empire can take away.”
― Cornel West
“Empathy is not simply a matter of trying to imagine what others are going through, but having the will to muster enough courage to do something about it. In a way, empathy is predicated upon hope.”
― Cornel West
Take a moment to think about what was said especially the quote about being Christian. Everyday I am printing up fliers about an experience I had with Rachel Myatt and the New Church sharing my pain with complete strangers. It is because I love not only those people in the New Church who hurt me but also my other Christian and non Christian brothers and sisters in the world. I also write a blog where I have had no shame in telling my deepest darkest secrets because I want Rachel and her family to know I am not afraid. I am not a coward who backs down from fighting. I would have never given up on Rachel or Jonathan and I loved them both with all my heart. I stand up to people who put me down when I believed in them and went to them for love and companionship i.e. Rachel and her family. I went to a Pastor , Coleman Glenn to challenge their beliefs and their system of how they treat people and tried to find humility but I found arrogance. To Anne in Singapore the future Mrs. Coleman Glenn it is not that I hate your fiancee it is that he at the time didnt care too much that my mom had just died and tried to defend Rachel's free will to treat me as such and that he carried on a relationship much like the one I carried on with Rachel with you and though. it would have been a year or so before I asked Rachel to properly marry me she was the one. He showed little compassion or empathy toward what I was going through and it was like Rachel was justified for her evils. I gave her Christian courtship, true love, was willing to give up my life, my family, and my country because I loved her and she played with that and treated it as it were nothing. Coleman didnt understand the depth or brevity of that but I guess maybe now he is starting to realize that what he said at the time had an influence on me and is part of the reason for this campaign. I am willing to talk to anyone with intelligence, grace, and patience so each time you read this Anne just think about how much Coleman loves you and imagine a man that loved Rachel that much and her throwing that away for foolish pride, for self doubt, and because of what others around her said instead of believing in me and sticking by me at a time when I truly needed a friend. Think about having a Pastor sticking up for that cruelty and someone using evil and doctrine to put down another. Think about calling a grieving person mentally ill because that is what Rachel did and that is what Pastor Glenn and Rachel's family seemed to think about me. That devastated me that someone would lie and kick me down. My friends and family are proud of me for sticking to my morals, my convictions, and not being afraid to voice my opinon against Rachel and the New Church. I will continue until the day Rachel picks up the phone, emails me, and peace is made. I will not forget what she did and what she said but I can forgive and continue to voice my opinion and no matter how popular the truth may be at the time the fact is she tried to run from the truth and hide. I am part of the truth who wont go away and if she wants to make a change she has to have the courage as both a Christian and my friend to confront me and make it better for both of us. Rachel Myatt I love you with all my heart I just wish you would lay down your arms and realize that despite all that has happened between us, I honestly, truly, and unconditionally love you and Jonathan. You can take it for what it is or you can continue to ignore it. Either way Its out in the open and I dont intend on walking away from you. That is my anarchy, that is Christ love, and that is my self determination. I believe you are one of the most beautiful people who have ever walked the earth but I loved you because of your flaws and imperfections not because of your aesthetics and isnt a man who loves you like that someone you want in your life?
― Cornel West
“Empathy is not simply a matter of trying to imagine what others are going through, but having the will to muster enough courage to do something about it. In a way, empathy is predicated upon hope.”
― Cornel West
Take a moment to think about what was said especially the quote about being Christian. Everyday I am printing up fliers about an experience I had with Rachel Myatt and the New Church sharing my pain with complete strangers. It is because I love not only those people in the New Church who hurt me but also my other Christian and non Christian brothers and sisters in the world. I also write a blog where I have had no shame in telling my deepest darkest secrets because I want Rachel and her family to know I am not afraid. I am not a coward who backs down from fighting. I would have never given up on Rachel or Jonathan and I loved them both with all my heart. I stand up to people who put me down when I believed in them and went to them for love and companionship i.e. Rachel and her family. I went to a Pastor , Coleman Glenn to challenge their beliefs and their system of how they treat people and tried to find humility but I found arrogance. To Anne in Singapore the future Mrs. Coleman Glenn it is not that I hate your fiancee it is that he at the time didnt care too much that my mom had just died and tried to defend Rachel's free will to treat me as such and that he carried on a relationship much like the one I carried on with Rachel with you and though. it would have been a year or so before I asked Rachel to properly marry me she was the one. He showed little compassion or empathy toward what I was going through and it was like Rachel was justified for her evils. I gave her Christian courtship, true love, was willing to give up my life, my family, and my country because I loved her and she played with that and treated it as it were nothing. Coleman didnt understand the depth or brevity of that but I guess maybe now he is starting to realize that what he said at the time had an influence on me and is part of the reason for this campaign. I am willing to talk to anyone with intelligence, grace, and patience so each time you read this Anne just think about how much Coleman loves you and imagine a man that loved Rachel that much and her throwing that away for foolish pride, for self doubt, and because of what others around her said instead of believing in me and sticking by me at a time when I truly needed a friend. Think about having a Pastor sticking up for that cruelty and someone using evil and doctrine to put down another. Think about calling a grieving person mentally ill because that is what Rachel did and that is what Pastor Glenn and Rachel's family seemed to think about me. That devastated me that someone would lie and kick me down. My friends and family are proud of me for sticking to my morals, my convictions, and not being afraid to voice my opinon against Rachel and the New Church. I will continue until the day Rachel picks up the phone, emails me, and peace is made. I will not forget what she did and what she said but I can forgive and continue to voice my opinion and no matter how popular the truth may be at the time the fact is she tried to run from the truth and hide. I am part of the truth who wont go away and if she wants to make a change she has to have the courage as both a Christian and my friend to confront me and make it better for both of us. Rachel Myatt I love you with all my heart I just wish you would lay down your arms and realize that despite all that has happened between us, I honestly, truly, and unconditionally love you and Jonathan. You can take it for what it is or you can continue to ignore it. Either way Its out in the open and I dont intend on walking away from you. That is my anarchy, that is Christ love, and that is my self determination. I believe you are one of the most beautiful people who have ever walked the earth but I loved you because of your flaws and imperfections not because of your aesthetics and isnt a man who loves you like that someone you want in your life?
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