I Used To Believe in Love Now All I have is A Mission

Before Rachel I at least believed that all the cruel and evil things in my life happened so that I could come to that moment of good.  Now I know there is no such thing.  I used to love now all I have is a mission.  When I truly needed a friend no one was there. I was ridiculed, humiliated, and called names.  Then when you try to defend yourself people try to make you into a villain. If the world truly understood love they would understand that being cruel, hateful, and judgmental tears a person up inside.  I thought with Rachel I was finally going to be loved and have a family and my dream would come true but she just played with that dream. Just because people look different, think different, or were raised in a different culture or religion doesnt make them any less human nor any less deserving of love. All you people have taught me true hypocrisy.  You have taught me with all the blessings, children, and love in front of you that you wouldnt want someone who has a lifetime of suffering, rejection, racism, and pain to just believe in love instead of finally get so jaded they just get revenge or they just give up.  You call someone mentally ill when they are grieving and then make up reasons to justify that. How sick are you people.  Then to have Pastor Glenn and other New Church Pastors hypocritcally judge me while not even knowing an ounce of what I been through.  That is it.  I hope you are happy for all the pain and damage you caused Rachel.  The Byron that once existed and believed in marriage, courtship, love, and kindness is dead.  R.I.P. 1975 - 2012.  Now all exist is a shell that wants Rachel, The Myatt Family, Pastor Glenn and the New Church to know that there are consequences for what you do in life regardless of what Swedenborg says and Rachel is going to have to find out the hard way because for the past 2yrs she had it easy.  Goodbye

• P.S.  This blog as always is a blog based on  verbal and spiritual warfare.  Any attempt to call me out as violent, terrorist, or threatening people with physical threats is unwarranted.  It is not my style.  I have nothing but love for all these people I rally against.  It is they who can choose the white dove or I will continue fighting the good fight.  The choice is theirs.  My arms, my heart, and my love is still there for all them especially Rachel all she has to do is pick up the phone and end this. 
  
  Byron