Rachel Myatt you and Jonathan were the two people I would have given my life for and you were also the woman I couldn't imagine living without in my life. It hurts everyday because you were my best friend and you just abandoned me. I am sorry if anything I have done or said has hurt you or caused you pain but I only wanted to show you just how far I would go to let you and Jonathan know I loved you both. I wont say too much today except that I am still truly in love with you both as my friend and sister in Christ. I want you back in my life no matter how hard you or your family think it will be. You have a chance to rebuild a burned bridge, to denounce evil, to prove others wrong about love. Most of all we both have a chance to show God that we appreciate His gift of love and forgiveness. For anyone that reads this today I leave you with an actually page from my will. I have never hated Rachel Myatt she is the love of my life and that is why l have never given up on her and Jonathan. I pray that she will understand that the only thing I want with her is peace and to be reunited. We can change the world through love Rachel. You are my best friend and I will never stop loving , believing in you, or caring for you and Jonathan. Im tired of fighting you, Im tired of being hurt. I love you why cant you see that you mean the world to me. God Bless you.
Last Will And Testament
III. BEQUEST:
I direct that after payment of all my just debts, my property be bequeathed in the manner followingUpon my leaving this earth I wanted Rachel Myatt of Dawson Creek, Province of British Columbia in the Country of Canada to know that she was my best friend and the most important person that I met in this life. The Lord Jesus Christ is the sole owner of my soul. Rachel Myatt is the sole owner of my heart and it will belong to her always. I loved her and her son Johnathan Myatt dearly. She never knew how much. I also leave to her the only thing I loved besides God, My family, and her: I bequeath my entire music collection to Rachel Myatt. God was always my best friend and He gave me the gift of music even in my darkest times. It was the only friend besides God that was always there for me. I hope one day Rachel you will realize how much your love and friendship meant to me. I only wanted to be human and for a couple of moments in my short life you gave that to me. I only wish you had of believed in me enough to continue being in my life and believed in me like I believed in you. I will love and cherish you and Jonathan always even in death my love for you will still be as strong as in life even more powerful. My last wish is that you forgive me for what kept us from continuing to love each other whatever it was that you couldn't accept about me or that pushed you away when I needed you I hope you can let go of it. I forgive you for everything and all I wanted was your love and forgiveness too. I love you Rachel Myatt with all my heart till the end of time.
B.E.B
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