Why the Campaign Must Go On? MY CHURCH OF THE NEW JERUSALEM NEWSLETTER In Regards to Pastor Derrick Lumsden Part 1

This is my new theme song and the power in the words of this song have given me new life and new purpose.  Canada's Metric just release their 5th album Synethetica and this is the title track from that album. I want you all to know the reasons why I am going to release my newsletter and I wont think twice about it.  Rachel Myatt is one of the most unkind and uncaring people I have ever met and all she does is do selfish things and doesnt think about how they affect others.  I had respect for her Pastor Coleman Glenn but it was lost in the fact that all he cared about was Swedenborg's doctrine and defending Rachel's selfishness and free will.  I heard very little about Jesus and a lot about Swedenborg.  Then the nail in the coffin was Derrick Lumsden who is the Pastor at a New Church in South Africa and also an Editor of "The New Church Perspective" Magazine in which I use to make points with sometime.  One thing I will do is elaborate on this.  Pastor Lumsden why would you judge and make remarks about how sappy Christian Music is in Evangelical and Protestant Churches. You thought I wouldnt see that or call you out on the fact that you would call me unloving because I love Rachel enough to try to make peace with her through a worldwide effort.  You talk about evil thing when you are someone who not only judged me without even reading my blog or my full email and you make fun of some of the music that helped me live through the hard times.  (here is his statement from New Church Perspective and his essay Spiritual Sustainablity, A Response)
I also have a critique of contemporary Christian music that much of it is emotionally sappy and lyrically simple. I think this reflects the Christian doctrines of mercy without means (sappy emotion) and faith alone (one point doctrinal perspective). I think there is a crying need for New Church people to compose music that expresses the order and beauty of what the New Church has to offer in a style more palatable to contemporary tastes.  - Derrick Lumsden

You are a Pastor of a Church and you act like a Hypocrite! Talk about unloving and unkind! So other forms of Christianity are simple, unintelligent, and their lyrics dont matter? You act like such intellectuals and people who are full of wisdom but that is also why you will be considered nothing but a cult.  You are not accepting of others, you bounce the same stale ideas of each other and never try to utilize them in a situation that is not within the boundaries of the New Church. Who wants to join that? Its like you want to be some secret society dangling membership in front of others like a carrot in front of a rabbit only to tell others they will never get it because they dont understand. I understand bigotry clearly.  If you want to circle jerk and act like you are better than everybody else and treat other Christians and people of other faiths like they are inferior then get on your spaceship and stay.  I am free to tell others of the New Church experience I had and there is nothing you can do about it.  Rachel had all the time in the world to respond and you had the chance to use better discernment before passing judgment on me Pastor Lumsden.

You are free to critique and have your opinion but I am not free to have mine? Isn't that the pot calling the kettle black. I love the double standards and hypocrisy that both you and Coleman have thrown my way Derrick, so full of fallacies. My critique on the New Church and the way members treat Non Members and those that are interested is much more important and  it seems you are scared that when I tell others it might have an negative effect. Exactly! You have no idea what I am capable of when it comes to advertising and promtion if put my mind to it. I used to do promotion for rock bands. If you cared enough about your doctrine and about how you treat people Rachel would have come to me and ended this. You would have never judged me the way you did recently.  




You know what I heard Rachel's mother singing songs of praise when I was in Dawson Creek and not once did I make fun of her or put her down or think it was sappy.  You know what I think singing praise to Christ, To God, To Jehovah is? Beautiful and if all you want to do is put down others love of God then you got your answer? Why I started and am going to continue spreading the word about the New Church is because you and many others in the New Church especially the clergy are nothing but judgmental bigots.  If something isnt to your liking or to your upbringing you put it down. I called you out on it and you know its true.  So continue showing your loving ways putting down someone who has nothing but love for his fellow man. Rachel is the one who lied to me, Rachel is the one who put me down, Rachel is the one who cant forgive or reconcile and Pastor Glenn is the kind of Pastor who supports that behavior.  You dont want others to point out your short comings then maybe you should look at this scripture.  How can you say you are my brother in Christ when not only you, but Rachel, Pastor Glen and many others have done nothing but put me down the one trying to make the peace. My reaction was a reaction to the cruelty and use of your faith to hurt me so if someone in the New Church had of repented and forgave , Rachel none of this is what happened. I am saying God called me to do this like some evil crusade he called me to love Rachel and this is what came of it.  Because she chose to be silent and ignore it now it is loud and there is nothing wrong with showing love to people especially those who transgressed us who choose not to hear.   So this is for you Derrick Lumsden

Matthew 7:3-5

³ “Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother’s eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye? ⁴ How can you say to your brother, ‘Let me take the speck out of your eye,’ when all the time there is a plank in your own eye? ⁵ You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother’s eye.


So Pastor Lumsden while you are so busy judging me and not even knowing or trying to see what is going on you and Pastor Glenn need to spend more time trying to love your fellow man instead of put down other Christians love of God.  I came to Rachel with nothing but love and I loved and still love her with all my heart.  You want to  talk about repentance then, What about Rachel's freaking REPENTANCE? What ABOUT RACHEL TELLING ME SHE COULD DO WHAT EVER SHE WANTS AND THERE WOULD BE NO CONSEQUENCES? See that is the kind of selfish New Church indoctrination that I am talking about. She is so full selfish self love and not the kind of love of Charity and of Good. She does whatever feels good, says whatever she wants, and treats other people like dirt and some how she learned it from the Church and uses that as her excuse. Do you see why this blog is up now. It was never to embarrass, put Rachel on display, or humiliate her.  In fact most of my friends and family are happy I didnt smoke her and get revenge on her. Instead her I have been wanting to make peace with her and she is the one who hasn't repented, she is the one who hasn't reconciled, and if you preach all of these things in your Church,  Pastor Lumsden and Pastor Glenn then how come me the guy who is not part of the New Church is the only one who has to practice them.  See it goes both ways.  You Pastors are just as much reason for this blog and now this campaign as Rachel is. So I will publically acknowledge and share with others how you treat people.  If you were true Christians when I came to Rachel in private and Pastor Glenn you would tried to keep this under lock with me.  You scoffed at and made excuses so now Rachel has screwed herself.  I have a write to public declaration and expression and this is how I was treated.  I have emails, letters, phone calls, text and all sorts of materials to use as proof both from Rachel and many Pastors and Reverends so I am not doing this maliciously.  I am doing this because Rachel played with my love, slandered me and my mother, and all I ever did was love her. Where is Rachel and why doesnt she love her Church, her family, and why doesn't she repent?  Did Swedenborg say it is ok for New Church members to do evil and transgress and not atone for any of it but the other person has to sit back and take whatever and they are the evil person always and they have to Repent? That is what it sounded like Pastor Lumsden.  So I leave you with this quote from C.S. Lewis. Which I will continue to use.  My name is Byron , Pastor I am not hiding and I am not playing.  Rachel touched a nerve and not only broke my heart but my faith in humanity because she is nothing like any of the New Church teaching she is a contradiction of everything she claimed to be and here I still sit trying to love her.  Who is Unloving now Pastor Lumsden?

“I have learned now that while those who speak about one’s miseries usually hurt, those who keep silence hurt more.”
C.S. Lewis

So in closing Pastor, you judged me and said I was unloving for this blog.  This blog is because I love Rachel. I could have done some pretty nasty things and hateful things to get back at her for what she did and said but this is my way of showing her "Hey I exist! You hurt me you tore me down, you broke my soul but Sister I still love you and God is my rock!" maybe its not your way Pastor Lumsden but what do you know about my Good and Truth all you care about is protecting your secret whatever in the New Church and that is why you will always be considered a cult.  You say you have something special to share with the world but you are always putting down and judging people who love different, who look different, who act different or who pray different.  I did none of those things to Rachel Myatt all I have ever done was love her and her son Jonathan and if she and the Myatt Family were the Christians they claim to be then Pastor Lumsden they would be making peace with me right now but they are too full of pride to do that because they truly know I love Rachel and that I am a good man they judged too soon. Rachel played with my desire to be in a loving relationship, a father, and husband in a Christian setting. So while you are holding your wife and children tonight Pastor Lumsden how dare you judge me for wanting and desiring the same and having some selfish woman use your faith to play with that. So if you want to judge me that is fine I have spent a year and a half letting Rachel know I love her and I would spend a lifetime trying to make peace with her and I would give my life for her and Jonathan if anything that was what this blog has been about the true Unconditional Love I have for Rachel and Jonathan Myatt...............................


I was a good man to Rachel and the fact that she used God's name in vain and the New Church teachings to tear me down instead of welcome me and love me as a human being who was going through the worst time in my life is a reflection on the Church if you want to be a man or woman pick up the phone and talk to me I am not hiding I am right here. If not then you give me reason and purpose to do what I am doing because you obviously dont care.