Dear Rachel and Readers,
Today I ask God to help Rachel and I to bring this to an end. I ask Him to put all the hurt in my heart away and turn into more love. I ask that Rachel look deep into her heart and see what she is not seeing that there is a man that loves her so much he was and is fighting to let her know. Maybe the other men didnt make a big fuss about you like I did but I am willing to tell the world. I just really dont want to hurt you but everyday you keep silent you hurt me even more. If you love me or have ever loved me please give me a sign Rachel. I have nothing but love for you and your family. I dedicate this song to you "Love U More" by Sunscreem as it was one of the songs I put on the cd when I asked you to be my girlfriend that magical day. I love you with all my heart Rachel but only you can decide to end this. My heart and my arms are open and I love you and Jonathan more than you could ever know. My life has been empty since you abandoned me. I lost a part of me but I know you hear me. I love you, I love you, I love you Rachel.
My Heavenly Father,
I pray as your humble servant and ask that you help mend the fences between Rachel and I. I ask that you give her the insight and discernment to see that I love her and that though I am human and I have made mistakes the love You gave me for her was never that. You have never failed me Oh Lord and though others have come and gone Rachel is still in my heart and I am blessed to still love her even though we have caused each other pain. I know through you Lord through constant prayer and faith that you will see and end of love and reconciliation. May you bless Rachel, her family, and her Church.
Amen
I will never stop loving you Rachel Myatt. I love you sister come back to me and stop the aching you have caused my heart. Take away the sadness because I mourned your loss like I mourned my mother. Know that I love you and would give my own life for you sister. You were my best friend and each day you ignore me is another day that the darkness tries to take over the light. I care for you deeply sister and I want your forgiveness and to forgive you but I cant do it unless you come forward. I ask for your mercy and kindness and I will show you mine in return.
Luke 6:36-38
36 Be merciful, just as your Father is merciful.
Arcana Coelestia 5690-91
And Joseph made haste. That this signifies from the inmost, is evident from the signification of "making haste," as here being what bursts forth from the inmost; because there follows, "for his compassions were moved," by which is signified mercy from love. When this bursts forth, it bursts forth from the inmost, and this at the first glance of the eye or at the first instant of thought; wherefore by "making haste" here nothing else is signified than from the inmost.
For his compassions were moved. That this signifies mercy from love, is evident from the signification of the "compassions being moved," as being mercy from love; it is said "mercy," because he was not yet acknowledged by him, and "from love," because as an intermediate he had proceeded from him. In the original language "compassions" is expressed by a word which signifies the inmost and tenderest love.
Arcana Coelestia 6737
And she had compassion on him. That this signifies admonition from the Divine, is evident from the signification of "having compassion," as being an influx of charity from the Lord; for when anyone from charity sees another in misery (as here Pharaoh's daughter saw the child in the ark of rush and weeping), compassion arises; and as this is from the Lord, it is an admonition. Moreover, when they who are in perception feel compassion, they know that they are admonished by the Lord to give aid.
I love you sister and I both have compassion and mercy from the deepest regions of my heart and I truly do love you. I have not done this to hurt you but I have hurt you and I am sorry but you have hurt me deeply and gravely and all I want is peace. The hurt you brought me has made me sick inside to where I do not trust others, to where I am scared to love others, and I am weary of others. I gave you my true love, trust, and believed in you. Would it hurt you to pick up the phone and end this with me?
I have had a big heart and love with my whole heart and whole soul. Rachel Myatt you are killing my love.
God Bless
Judging Others
37 “Do not judge, and you will not be judged. Do not condemn, and you will not be condemned. Forgive, and you will be forgiven. 38 Give, and it will be given to you. A good measure, pressed down, shaken together and running over, will be poured into your lap. For with the measure you use, it will be measured to you.”Arcana Coelestia 5690-91
And Joseph made haste. That this signifies from the inmost, is evident from the signification of "making haste," as here being what bursts forth from the inmost; because there follows, "for his compassions were moved," by which is signified mercy from love. When this bursts forth, it bursts forth from the inmost, and this at the first glance of the eye or at the first instant of thought; wherefore by "making haste" here nothing else is signified than from the inmost.
For his compassions were moved. That this signifies mercy from love, is evident from the signification of the "compassions being moved," as being mercy from love; it is said "mercy," because he was not yet acknowledged by him, and "from love," because as an intermediate he had proceeded from him. In the original language "compassions" is expressed by a word which signifies the inmost and tenderest love.
Arcana Coelestia 6737
And she had compassion on him. That this signifies admonition from the Divine, is evident from the signification of "having compassion," as being an influx of charity from the Lord; for when anyone from charity sees another in misery (as here Pharaoh's daughter saw the child in the ark of rush and weeping), compassion arises; and as this is from the Lord, it is an admonition. Moreover, when they who are in perception feel compassion, they know that they are admonished by the Lord to give aid.
I love you sister and I both have compassion and mercy from the deepest regions of my heart and I truly do love you. I have not done this to hurt you but I have hurt you and I am sorry but you have hurt me deeply and gravely and all I want is peace. The hurt you brought me has made me sick inside to where I do not trust others, to where I am scared to love others, and I am weary of others. I gave you my true love, trust, and believed in you. Would it hurt you to pick up the phone and end this with me?
I have had a big heart and love with my whole heart and whole soul. Rachel Myatt you are killing my love.
God Bless
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