Life Is To Short To Hold Grudges: Friendship is Golden(Can Rachel Turn This Around or is Reconcilation Just a Big Word the New Church Doesnt Believe In)

Dear Readers,
I remember when I knew how much I loved Rachel and I shared this song with her.  When I truly love someone I always remember this song. These girls were Christians and I remember this album being a big influence on how I loved others.  This song is about friendship and even how when we hit rough patches we can still believe in others.  Rachel Myatt I believe in you and if you or any of your family or friends in the New Church are reading this then hear my plea for peace with you.  Pick up the phone and call me or text me, write me a letter, email me on this blog.  Whatever it is please lets put this to rest .  I love you Rachel Myatt and I believe in you.  I will always put God first and no matter what people in your Church or your Pastors think of me for having the guts to point out things to the Church and having the fortitude to carry on a campaign not only to show you that I love you but to show the New Church that the way some members treat others is offensive, uncaring, and UnGodly.   I never judged or put you down for who you were but for you to do that to me was very damaging and it changed my life.  Still I made a promise to God to love you and I will continue even if it means losing everything I have because my friends and family are more important than material things and the richest thing in the world to me is love.  You are the one hiding Rachel I am not. I am right here arms open. If you are truly of the state of mind and spirituality you claim to be you realize you are sinning in the worst way.  Your brother and dear friend who loves you more than life is holding out his hand and saying sister you hurt me,  I have hurt you to but I love you,  I need you in my life, and I want reconcilation and peace with you.  Yet you deny me that and you and your family pretend I dont exist.  So my public declaration is because of you acting like none of this never happened and if you want it to continue that way fine.   I will put out my New Church Newsletter,  I will tell my story to thousands of more people over the summer.  Just remember I came not only to you sister but the Church and I was turned away and scoffed at.   Pastor Lumsden wanted me to apply this scripture and I thought about it and he did not know all the love I have put into caring about you Rachel so he just automatically judged me for my campaign.




Matthew 18:15-20

Dealing With Sin in the Church

¹⁵ “If your brother or sister sins, go and point out their fault, just between the two of you. If they listen to you, you have won them over. ¹⁶ But if they will not listen, take one or two others along, so that ‘every matter may be established by the testimony of two or three witnesses.’   ¹⁷ If they still refuse to listen, tell it to the church; and if they refuse to listen even to the church, treat them as you would a pagan or a tax collector.


What Pastor Lumsden didn't do in replying to me is use the rest of the scriptures in this example. Which are as follows.

¹⁸ “Truly I tell you, whatever you bind on earth will be bound in heaven, and whatever you loose on earth will be loosed in heaven.

¹⁹ “Again, truly I tell you that if two of you on earth agree about anything they ask for, it will be done for them by my Father in heaven. ²⁰ For where two or three gather in my name, there am I with them.”


Rachel did and said unthinkable things against both me and my family but here I am still forgiving he loving her and telling my story worldwide because of the fact that she still doesnt answer my call for forgiveness, love and reconciliation.  So I ask not only Pastor Lumsden but New Church readers who is the one that is sinning.  She is binding something not only here on earth but here on heaven sinning against me her Brother, and friend that would give my life for her and anyone in her family,  yet I am constantly judged by people in the New Church.  I cant make Rachel see the love I have for her and I cant make her repent or reconcile only she can look into her heart and do that so until that happens this and my campaign is the way I show her I love her and she is worth fighting for.


What Pastor Lumsden also failed to do is use the scriptures immediately after those which are as follows.

Matthew 18: 21-35
The Parable of the Unmerciful Servant

²¹ Then Peter came to Jesus and asked, “Lord, how many times shall I forgive my brother or sister who sins against me? Up to seven times?”

²² Jesus answered, “I tell you, not seven times, but seventy-seven times.

²³ “Therefore, the kingdom of heaven is like a king who wanted to settle accounts with his servants. ²⁴ As he began the settlement, a man who owed him ten thousand bags of gold was brought to him. ²⁵ Since he was not able to pay, the master ordered that he and his wife and his children and all that he had be sold to repay the debt.

²⁶ “At this the servant fell on his knees before him. ‘Be patient with me,’ he begged, ‘and I will pay back everything.’ ²⁷ The servant’s master took pity on him, canceled the debt and let him go.

²⁸ “But when that servant went out, he found one of his fellow servants who owed him a hundred silver coins. He grabbed him and began to choke him. ‘Pay back what you owe me!’ he demanded.

²⁹ “His fellow servant fell to his knees and begged him, ‘Be patient with me, and I will pay it back.’

³⁰ “But he refused. Instead, he went off and had the man thrown into prison until he could pay the debt. ³¹ When the other servants saw what had happened, they were outraged and went and told their master everything that had happened.

³² “Then the master called the servant in. ‘You wicked servant,’ he said, ‘I canceled all that debt of yours because you begged me to. ³³ Shouldn’t you have had mercy on your fellow servant just as I had on you?’ ³⁴ In anger his master handed him over to the jailers to be tortured, until he should pay back all he owed.

³⁵ “This is how my heavenly Father will treat each of you unless you forgive your brother or sister from your heart.”

Here I am your brother in Christ I came to you privately, publicly, and with full heart and whole soul.  I want your forgiveness and I want to give you mine.  I love you with all my heart and you and your son were all that I ever wanted in life.  When you said the evil things to me my heart and my soul were damaged and weakend that you would do such a thing.  You judged my spirituality, my mental state, and threw back all the secrets and confidence I had placed in you and were very selfish to me.  Most people say you dont deserve my love or my forgiveness nor my time of day.  People with lesser views on love said I should get revenge on you and just do something to get you back.  My only thought in the end was to get back at you but not with evil but to let you know how deeply you are loved by me Rachel Myatt.  I have fallen short at times with this blog and this campaign but it was always meant to be something big to show you that there was a man who believed in you even when you were at your worst and would love you through thick and thin.  I have always loved you Rachel Myatt and I am asking you Sister to put an end to this and contact me.  I love you and I always will love you and Jonathan and each day my heart keeps breaking because you continue to be distant and tears are constantly behind my eyes.  That is how much you mean to me. I would do anything for you.  You were and still are in my heart my best friend.  I love you Rachel with all my being........................................



If you want to choose not to hear me Rachel that is fine. It goes the same for the New Church but next week not only will I launch another written paper campaign on Canada Day ,but I will be a festival of thousands of young people sharing my story in print and handing out fliers about my experience with the New Church.  If you dont want that happening Rachel then contact me if not I will know you or your Church dont care and that is a sign from God that what I am doing is right and just.  Rachel you have the power to change all this,  I once knew a sweet, caring, loving girl and I dont know what happened to her.  I saw someone very hurtful, selfish, and self serving and I am sorry I ever had to see that side of you but I continue to pray for you and love you.