It is Dedicated to Pastor Coleman Glenn of The Church of the New Jerusalem Dawson Creek, British Columbia.
It is Dedicated to Rachel Myatt who was once my dearest friend and she turned me into an enemy. It is dedicated to her family the Myatts and Friesens. I want you to know how you killed my love and changed me forever so whatever I have said in my letters I did because I loved you all and you turned your back on me when all I wanted to do was share love with Rachel and Jonathan and love of God with you all!
Dear Pastor James Cooper, Pastor Coleman Glenn, Rachel Myatt, Myatt Family and the Church of the New Jerusalem worldwide. Today is the day I renounce and say goodbye to any love I had for Rachel Myatt. I realize you can't change people who lie, slander, bully, and are bigots that is ingrained in their soul and if they want to change they can but I know now that wont happen. I have sent out a series of letters worldwide not just to the New Church but other Churches of other faiths one to let people know how Pastor Glenn always talks down on people of other religions like anyone else besides the New Church is wrong but also telling of how Rachel Myatt and the Myatt family treated me. I do not apologize and I only use things that truly happened so if you get responses from people it is because you chose to ignore me when I reached out for peace with you. We could have talked this out like humans Rachel I was your friend, you were the love of my life but instead you slandered my dead mother, put me down, and then tried to make me into some crazy mental patient and that was the sickest thing of all. See what judging does to people? Do you understand how your evil actions and your lies led to all this. You dont care about hurting Jonathan, your family, your Pastor, Me or bringing reproach or shame on the Church of the New Jerusalem. You cant say that I am harrassing you because this is so much bigger than you. I am standing up for what I believe in. I am showing the Church of the New Jerusalem that I mean business, that religious bigotry is serious, and most of all that God is available to all of us and loves us all and when we choose to put down others and use His name in vain to justify our evils then we will see that returned. I am sending thousands of these out and if it hurts your name Rachel I dont care. Sue me because there is no material in the world or money of mine I wouldnt have given you or Jonathan. You are already in my will and even if you hate me I keep my promises. I am going to end this blog today with a couple of quick points. I used the song Cemetery Gates one because Pantera is from my home area and it is one of my favorite songs by a couple of so called Rednecks who I loved. I didnt see color in their music or hate just anger and believing in yourself. The guitarist left his autograph for me at the restaurant where I worked years ago he went by the name of Dimebag Darrel aka Darrell Abbott. He was a good man and kind to all he met. I was even at one of their shows in 1996 in Dallas and a white power guy tried to light me on fire. Still I never let hold any rage or hate against the band because some of their fans were stupid and bigoted. He was killed by a mentally ill person who shot him on stage one night. I believe he is in heaven and an angel now. Point I am making is that I dont hate the Church of the New Jerusalem nor anyone in it. I hate the bigotry, the hypocrisy, and the blatant attempt to always prove others wrong as indicated by Pastor James Cooper and Pastor Coleman Glenn. So today when you are all together with Rachel on the Pastor's Counsel sitting in a room you better think long and hard about what I have said because none of this that I am saying is a bluff. I am a doer a leader and not some scared follower. Soon people all over will know of Pastor Glenn and the Dawson Creek New Church people close to you that you didnt think would because you have absolutely no idea of how you all truly hurt me. My love for Rachel is dead and I no longer care what happens to her or her family because they put me down when I came to them for love then try to run and hide because they knew in their hearts that how they treated me and judged me was wrong. That karma will be returned to you all of you Myatts and Pastor Coleman Glenn and Pastor Cooper.
"I am so happy that someone in the New Church recongizes the way that the New Church will never grow with the practices of Pastors like Coleman Glenn and James Cooper. You want to sit around and circle jerk and bounce the same old ideas off of each other and never be open other people and new possibilites because you think it makes you look intelligent. It doesn't because you are just eloquently spouting the same tired rhetoric to the same couple of people who already know what you claim to know so it doesnt really reach anyone.
I laud John Frost for writing this essay in the New Church Perspective called Spiritual Sustainability.as accentuated by Derick Elphick's essay in New Church Life entitled "What Is Our Message" http://www.newchurchperspective.com/essays/2012/6/1/spiritual-sustainability.html He is the real deal. He understand that there are people in the New Church that are not humble and loving such as Rachel Myatt and her family and Pastor Glenn who would rather be pious and prove themselves right than to open their arms and hearts to others who may be interested. In this essay he points out two of the realest most relevant problems for the New Church which I will quote from quickly.
"Many of our members are ‘social’ adherents within our societies, introduced by birth or marriage and they need to be sustained in the Church at different stages of their lives. Active participation and debate by the priests and laity of all congregations is essential to create the spiritual and material environments required. Survey, analysis, feedback, and action processes, as joint action between priesthood and laity, are essential. Have these been put into practice? What are the programs? Where are the results? If this process is not customary within the Church (and judging by the lack of membership retention and open debate, they are not) then this needs to change. The issue is not primarily a question of knowledge of doctrine—we all have tremendous confidence and respect for the competence of our priesthood in this respect—it is a matter of delivery and communication. We need to be aware of the opinions of members in these areas of concern, particularly members who have left the Church, young people in New Church families who have not been retained, and potential newcomers who after brief introductions don’t bother to return. Finding a solution to this vital question and at the same time providing a service that satisfies all members of a congregation is not easy, but to disregard it sounds a death knell for the current organizations."
COMMUNICATION
"If we are to initiate and retain interest in the Church, the methods of communication in our services need to change with the advances in technology, social structures, the development of the arts, and population pressures. We need to adapt sensitively to these social variations and progressions. Derek makes the spiritual point that we need to appeal to the affections before preaching doctrine. To quote Dave Lindrooth (hopefully correctly), “We should not be expecting people to climb the mountain to reach us; we should be offering water in the valley.” As a lay leader I find it difficult to source sermons which are in sync with young people and newcomers. Most General Church sermons on the web are intellectual rather than affectional, preaching faith rather than life. There is a common perception of our Church as one in which ‘our ideas are more important than our people’ and that we lay more importance on doctrine than its application to life."
Hallelujah! and Amen. God Bless John Frost for having the fortitude and the mindset to speak on these issues. In my case Pastor Cooper thought that it was just a person issue with me and Rachel and it was more than that so he thought best to stay out of it. I thought it was a coward's move because he didn't want to look at his organization and see that there could be bigotry, hate, judgment, or anything negative which we all do but as the head of a religious organization. Then what is sad is that you passed the torch on consistently to Pastor Glenn who I believe is a good man who has and could do great things if he took the time to listen to other people. He kept making the arguement for free will and I kept making the arguement for God's love and God's plan. Anything selfish that I have in my heart against Rachel has been trumped by God's love and today is not that I hate Rachel it is just the love I have for her is on an end to where I can't hold back what I was meant to do and that is to inform others of the Dawson Creek New Church and the Church of Canada and its Pastor, its Bishop, and Rachel Myatt and those around her. I am simply using the greatest weapon besides Love and that is speech and you cant fault me for that because Rachel had every chance to end this with me. I have prayed thought there would be a peaceful resolve to this and there still may be after Rachel sees the extent of what I am doing for the next month starting today but until then. I love her but she is a very selfish person who doesnt think of others around her and when you have a bunch of people in a Church that are pious and arrogant like that. It will be your downfall that is why your numbers dwindle and no one wants to stay in a church like that. It is not because you are radical in belief, because you are cult status, or because you are wrong or right it is because you make yourself out to be better than other people and in God's eyes we are all the same. His beloved Children. I ask anyone from the New Church to reach out to me with love especially from the Dawson Creek New Church because my campaign is directed at you Myatts, Friesens and any other Families that may be involved in that Church. Rachel have the courage to make peace with me and end all this. Deep in my heart there is still love for you and somewhere you love me. You were once my best friend and I pray to God that you see how important you are ot me but if not I loved you. I loved you like no other woman and for the rest of your life you will know you caused something on a great scale because of your inaffection, inhumility, and unkindness.
It seems Pastor James Cooper, Pastor Coleman Glenn, and Rachel Myatt and her family are making excuses for the evil they do. All I ever did was come at them with love and question their beliefs. I loved Rachel and Jonathan enough to give up my life for them and that was charity I had never given anyone woman and very few friends. Maybe you all need to look deep into your Bible's and into the Writings and see where you are being hypocrites and not living a life according to what you preach.
Arcana Coelestia 2689.4
But the real cause of their admitting doubts, and afterwards negatives, is to be found in their life of evil. They who are in a life of evil cannot possibly do otherwise; for as before said the life of everyone is his affection or love; and such as is the affection or love, such is the thought. The affection of evil and the thought of truth never conjoin themselves together. With those in whom there is an appearance of this conjunction, there is really no such conjunction, but only the thought of truth without the affection of it; and therefore with such persons truth is not truth, but only something of sound, or of the mouth, from which the heart is absent. Such truth even the worst can know, and sometimes better than others. With some also there is found a persuasion of truth, of such a nature that no one can know but that it is genuine; and yet it is not so if there is no life of good: it is an affection of the love of self or of the world, which induces such a persuasion that they defend it even with the vehemence of apparent zeal; nay, they will even go so far as to condemn those who do not receive it, or believe in the same way. But this truth is of such a quality as is the principle with each person from which it starts, being strong in proportion as the love of self or of the world is strong. It indeed attaches itself to evil, but does not conjoin itself with it, and is therefore extirpated in the other life. Very different is it with those who are in the life of good. With these truth itself has its own ground and heart, and has its life from the Lord.
Proverbs 11:2
When pride comes, then comes disgrace, but with humility comes wisdom.
Hateful pride and revenge are the worst things that people could have. Though there was a time when I felt like I could get revenge on Rachel I cant it is not in my heart and I love her too much. Revenge never brings peace and I have been trying to reach out to my transgresors for peace and it falls on deaf ears. So maybe if my message rings loud and clear to other people they will understand how deeply they have hurt me. See this is not about me being selfish or being mad about being rejected it is about they way God was used to do evil. Using doctrine to justify evil and being cruel and judging someone who just lost a loved one is the reason for all of this. If Rachel or her family had any of the love they profess to they wouldn't be hiding. They would be realizing how much I really do love Rachel and Jonathan and maybe just maybe Im crazy enough to do the things I did because its real love. I never lusted for Rachel, patience made my heart grow fond. I could have had lots of other women but Rachel captivated my heart even so much I fought temptation. Rachel Myatt you are loved but can you give up your pride and lay down your arms and make peace with me. You are the key to the future of what happens. I love you but that is deteriorating. Please I ask God we find peace and friendship in each other through His Love
God Bless ALL
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