This Song "All Wrong " By God Lives Underwater is the way I feel about ever caring about Rachel. Anyone so selfish and so hateful deserves to be exposed. All I did was love her unconditionally and my payback was disrespect, judgment, and just plain breaking my heart inside and out. I barely have any love left for her but it is my love of God that is holding out hope that she will be brave enough to make peace with me. If not that is her loss. I am not going to withhold saying what I have to say for someone who is so cruel and self serving. This is the direction of the album I am writing for Rachel. I wrote 4 albums worth of material but I realized that she needs to know how hurt and angry I am and how screwed up the way she did things were, the hateful things she said, and how evil she is and I dont care if it hurts her because she didnt care about hurting me. I tried to be good and kind and look where it got me. You slandered me and my mother and you lied about everything. All those people who think you are good and kind and charitble I hope they look at you different and all the New Church people and people who read my newsletters I hope they never consider the New Church because of how hateful you were. duckduckgo I see you
Dear Readers,
I just want the New Church, Rachel Myatt, and the Myatt family to know I will be handing out my New Church Newsletter at a giant festival this weekend. People will be coming from all over the world and they majority of them are young people. I want people like Pastor Glenn and Rachel Myatt to know what happens when you treat people with disrespect, lie to the, and betray them. What happens when you call someone damaged, crazy, put down someone who is grieving. That person comes back stronger and now you dont know what to do! If Rachel truly cared then she would realize that she is also affecting the New Church congregation in my home state because little known to her there are people helping me to spread the word about the New Church around the one and only New Church in my home state. I want to show how selfish and self centered Rachel is. I love her so much that I told her all she had to do was pick up the phone and make peace with me and I would gladly take everything down, never mention her name again or ever think of her again. She is so hateful and hurtful though she doesnt care who she hurts, she doesnt care if she hurts her son, her family, her Church, her Pastor, and she sure didnt care enough about me to be truthful because all she could think about was herself. Well now she can sit and wonder about what I am spreading and the people who get to read it and this is no bluff. I am sorry that you chose the way of selfishness, self pride, and abandonment over reconciliation or forgiveness but you know what? You never deserved a true friend or boyfriend like me because you dont want to be loved. You want people to live their life according to your values and around your schedule. I loved you and put up with your crap so much and I should have exposed you a long time ago but now you did this to you and your family who I had so much love for. So for all your cruelty and all your kindness you are reaping what you sow. I hope no one ever falls in love with you again because you will just take them for granted and hurt them. You are a hateful, bigoted, spiteful and cruel person Rachel Myatt and I want everyone to know the hurt, vitriol, and bigotry that the Dawson Creek New Church supports. I am sorry this sounds harsh but its time for me to stop being nice.
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