Rachel and Jonathan

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Thursday, June 14, 2012

Bless The Child: A Blessing To Rachel's Sister Jessica



Dear Readers,
This blog is dedicated to Rachel's sister Jessica.  I never got the chance to meet her personally but I wanted to ask this morning that God bless her and keep her family always.   If anyone in the Myatt family is full of love and understands the blessing of love it is probably her and I wished that Rachel would aspire to be more like her.  She seems selfless, loves unconditional, doesnt see flaws,  colors, or any other superficiality.  From what I can tell God's love is what directs her life.  I am going to say this.  Rachel if you are a foster mother then understand that if a child is treated badly, bullied, abused and doesnt feel loved they grow up and become adults.  They still want the same thing when they grow older and if you treat that same adult who never gave up on that love and hope bad then they are eventually just going to give up.  That is what you did to me.  I told you about my childhood, I told you about the abuse, the lonliness, and all the love I had to give and that love was for you.  Imagine one of the kids you take care of and because of being treated bad as a child without love, being abused, and neglected they turned to a life of crime, drugs, and violence.  That could of been me but it wasnt all I every wanted to do was love.  I love you and Jonathan with all my heart and everyday you are breaking my heart.  I cant believe anyone would be so cruel to another especially someone who would have done anything for you.  If you got mad and sued me because this blog hurt you I would just give you all that I have.  My heart belongs to you and Jonathan anyway.  I put you in my will and that was documented on my blog also.  I love you unconditionally and I just wish you had of put some thought into what you were doing and saying to me at the time. You played with a man who his whole life wanted just to be a good companion, husband, and father.   I was loyal to you to the point that I even told you I was going to hang out with my female friend, I gave you a ring and a promise to the Lord to always love you.  I have never once on this blog as angry as I have been at times said I hate you Rachel Myatt I love you and Jonathan with all my heart but you and your family just cant see how true a friend I am and was and how unconditonally I love you.  I dont know what the next couple of months hold but I had a dream tonight and I woke up and God led me to send blessings and love to your sister Jessica.  I hope that you get this message Jessica and even if your family thinks I hate you all I dont.  I love you. I love your sister Rachel with all my being and it has been a long hard road and sometimes tears still well up in my eyes at how cruel and how selfish she was to me.  Loving her and Jonathan meant everything to me.   I bless you and ask God bless you and your family Jessica tenfold.  In you is a true example of love, of kindness, and the direction of open mindedness, nurturing, and caring that humanity can follow and what could and can be great in the New Church faith.  I dedicate the song "Bless the Child" by Nightwish to you because of how much you love children and give your very best to them.  May this piece of my heart find you well.  God Bless

Dear Jessica if there are scriptures in the Bible that that describe your exemplary outlook on life then they would be these.


Proverbs 31:27-29

27 She watches over the affairs of her household
and does not eat the bread of idleness.
28 Her children arise and call her blessed;
her husband also, and he praises her:
29 “Many women do noble things,
but you surpass them all.”


God Bless ALL

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