http://www.newchurch.org/activities/newchurchlive/archives/fix-help-serve/index.html
Dear Readers,
If you can take the time out of your day to listen to the video from NEWCHURCHLIVETV. I want people to know that I am not against New Church theology in anyway. I am against Rachel Myatt's treatment of people and how unloving and uncaring Pastor Glenn acted toward me as a human being. I feel that the video above explains what was happening with Rachel and I and how instead of be there for me and love me she chose to be cruel. Assume I needed fixing. How do you fix a grieving person? You don't! You just love them and accept that they are in a place that you don't understand. Rachel told me I was damaged, she didnt want to fix me, and I was mentally ill. I dont think Rachel has ever had to live through any kind of real hardship in her life that is why she put me down. I have been through so much in my life and that is why I am angry at her and distressed that the Myatt Family, the New Church, and its laity would even put up with people acting like this and bringing reproach and shame on its great organization. Yes Rachel is supposed to be in The Pastors Counsel and a person of leadership in the Church but she sits behind that in false pretenses when everday someone calls out to her for peace and what does she do ignore it! That is why I have kept up my campaign, my letters, and I keep this blog. I want Rachel to understand that she was horrible to me. All I did was love and serve her and Jonathan. I was faithful to her, committed, I loved her with all my heart and if Rachel and her family couldnt understand that I needed love not ridicule, betrayal, and belittlement then how are they following the supposed New Church Doctrine? I dont understand how a family that claims to be so loving can be so hypocritical. The saddest part is that I have love for each and everyone of them and both themselves and their Pastor have ignored my reaching out for love and peace with them. All I ever wanted was to be loved and I can pull out emails and lots of instances where Rachel said she wanted to be that. I was walking on eggshells after my mom died but you know what I wasnt sad I was relieved that after her lifetime of suffering she didnt have to suffer anymore. She was kind, loving, forgiving, and long suffering. I am trying to forgive and be forgiven by Rachel. I am trying to show her that our love was never in vain and if she picked up the phone and made peace with me it would open up a whole nother door. Love is what is and always has been in my heart for her. I will not stop telling my story or sending out materials on the New Church because I think ultimately it will show Rachel that she hurt me so bad and she and Jonathan were so loved that she had an impact on something big. I believe it will open her heart to not be selfish and to seek peace with me. My heart is open to you Rachel Myatt, your family, and Pastor Glenn and anyone at the New Church who sees the good in my heart. I love Rachel Myatt unconditionally even if she cant be big enough to make peace with me my story is out there and others will know how I loved Rachel and the Myatts and the New Church in whole and you turned your back on me. Rachel you could have used your love to serve me and watch me slowly heal from the pain but instead you treated me cruel, unkind, and you did damage my heart and soul. Maybe you should take the time to listen to the video and realize all the damage you have done and how things you do and dont do can continue to affect those around you. All I want is peace with you and on a daily basis people read this and realize how much I love you. You can make me into a villian, put me down, say I am crazy, or whatever put down you have for me. I was just a human being who wanted a family, children, a best friend and love and you played with and abused that love that I had saved and cherished just for you. You will be the one who has to look in the mirror everday as things progress and I continue with my campaign. I am free and I am full of love. God loves me and I put Him first and I will always love you Rachel Myatt.
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