Church of the New Jerusalem, Myatt Family - What Goes Around Comes Around

Dear Church of the New Jerusalem and Myatt family,
I had nothing but love for Rachel and the Myatt family.  It saddens me that they couldnt love me back and see how much I cared for them or how much Rachel meant and would judge me without truly getting to know me.  I can forgive you but I cant forget the cruelty I was shown by Rachel and how I reached out to make peace with you and you hide.  You try to pretend I never existed but to me you do exist and everyday you try to act like I dont and think you can go on living your life after what you done that is fine.  Just remember you did leave a trail of destruction, lies, betrayal, and hurt and now it is being told all over the place.  It was your choice. We could have ended this in person Rachel but instead you would rather all your business and how cruel and hypocritical you are in your faith be known to all.  Pastor Glenn if you knew how much your actions hurt me you would have thought about it and emailed but I guess you didnt care either.  I hope when one of your parents dies that you understand what I was going through and I hope the same for Rachel.  Your uncaring, unkindness, and judgement will serve as an example to all I share my essays with about the New Church.  You could change this but you wont.  You hide and cower because of the evil that you know was done to me.  I am man enough to admit that I have done things I am not to proud of but I also dont take back any of the things I said toward Rachel because they are true.  She is selfish, self centered, and only cares about herself and what feels good to her.  If she truly had of looked there was a man who loved her not only as a best friend but thought the world of it and what did she do? She treated me worst than the guys who hurt her.  So you know what she will get what she deserves.  She can hide all she wants but the pen and the written word is one of the mightiest weapons of all and that will be her undoing.  I came to her in peace because I loved her and she ignored that peace so I dont apologize Rachel and Myatt family for whatever stress this puts on your family because you didnt care about the hurt and stress you put on mine. You also are contradictory to your doctrine.  I loved you all and you spit on that love