Dear Readers,
I love Rachel and Jonathan Myatt with all my heart and thought it has been a long road I finally feel that soon it will come to an end. I believe Rachel is finally seeing how much I love her it is silent but I know and feel God's love and beauty inside me. He has given me the strength the courage and the wisdom to keep on loving her. This week my Letters to Rachel : A Year Later campaign begins and if the New Church doesnt believe me. Check your mailboxes some of you General Outreach and Canadian Clergy. I dont play. I just wanted to let you all know that I know that all the hurt and all the pain Rachel inflicted on me is God's gift to let me know how strong I am. Rachel can either lay down her arms and show love and forgiveness or she can go on hurting and destroying the good between her and others. Either way I am going to continue my love, my campaign, and seeking and telling the truth. Below is a quote that best describes how much I love Rachel and Jonathan and what most of you might stop to think about is how true it really is. I fear nothing anymore because I was kicked down so low, abandoned by the one who said she loved me, and persecuted and ridiculed by New Church people who tried to be intellectual and act like they were the smartest people on the earth. They claim to be evolved and enlightened but cant even follow their own rules of engagement of love, charity, and forgiveness. I brought my grievences against Rachel not only to her but to the Church. I made a public apology, told her how much I loved her, and forgive her 77 times everyday. Still she hides so its her loss and whatever I say she cant defend herself because she knows its true. She knows that I was one of the most beautiful, honest, loving people she ever met but she let her pride, her family talking in her ear, her religious bigotry, and other things get in the way of love. I fight for those I care about, sad thing is my father who was never supportive of me in anything actually was happy for Rachel and I and that meant alot to me then she stabbed me in the back and ruined that. Its for you to decide Rachel. If you want our picture posted up everywhere I can do that and you cant hide and I will continue telling my story of love worldwide. Goodnight
"Passion has little to do with euphoria and everything to do with patience. It is not about feeling good. It is about endurance. Like patience, passion comes from the same Latin root: pati. It does not mean to flow with exuberance. It means to suffer"
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