(Disclaimer, the above video does have some explicit language. While I as a Christian do not condone this language I do agree with the sentiments and the message being expressed. I was also at this performance and it is the reason I am using this video in my blog today. I want to display to the New Church and my readers how much I love life, I love God, and how I constantly question, never give up on my hopes and dreams, and always fight for what I believe in and what is right. If anyone in the New Church is brave enough to come on here and tell me why I should suspend my campaign against them I dare them. They know I have every right to and the people around Rachel know what kind of person she is and how deeply she hurt me. I just wanted to make things clear and not to offend anyone's ears before watching the above video but also let people know where my heart is)
Dear Readers,
As I stood in this crowd last Friday night watching a band I had waited 20 years almost to see it was these final couple of seconds that really got me full of hope, determination, and let me know that God is with me. See having the opportunity to expose the New Church to 1000s of people and how they twist God's words and ridicule others through Emmanuel Swedenborg's hedonistic ramblings is what I was meant to do. Rachel thought that she could just lie, twist things around, not offer forgiveness, and be forgiven and things would just go back to normal in her life. When we do evil that evil comes at a price and so for Rachel and Pastor Glenn your story is the price. The story of how I came to you with love, questions, and as one of God's Children and you threw that back in my face with free will and selfish desire. So there is good in what I am doing and I am not doing it for revenge or for evil. I am doing it to show you that God is in all of us and when you put down and act elitist and hateful to other people of faith then you will be exposed. I am not sorry if this affects anyone in the New Church because I know this needs to be done. My next target will be getting people in my home state to know about this story so it will affect the congregation in Austin, TX. See Rachel and Pastor Glenn how just talking to me picking up the phone and making peace would have been the best option but instead your own selfish desire and free will to put down another Christian who was hurting and came to you out of love has left you with this. Pastor Glenn posted this up on his blog http://www.patheos.com/blogs/goodandtruth/
“It is an eternal truth that the Lord rules heaven and earth, and also that no one besides the Lord lives of himself, consequently that everything of life flows into [a person]. The good of life flows in from the Lord, and the evil of life from hell. This is the faith of the heavens. When a person is in this faith (and he can be in it when he is in good), then evil cannot be fastened and appropriated to him, because he knows that it is not from himself, but from hell. When a person is in this state, he can then be gifted with peace, for then he will trust solely in the Lord. Neither can peace be given to any others than those who are in this faith from charity; for others continually cast themselves into anxieties and evil desires, whence come intranquilities. Spirits who desire to direct themselves, suppose that this would be to lose their own will, thus their freedom, consequently all delight, thus all life and its sweetness. They say and suppose this because they do not know how the case really is; for the person who is led by the Lord is in freedom itself, and thus in delight and bliss itself; goods and truths are appropriated to him; he is given an affection and desire for doing what is good, and then nothing is more delightful to him than to perform uses. He is given a perception of good, and also a sensation of it; and he is given intelligence and wisdom; and all these as if his own; for he is then a recipient of the Lord’s life.” (Arcana Coelestia 6325)
It saddens me that he would use such an example from the so called "Writings" but be so contradictory in his delivery as a Pastor. I will not attack him but I will continue to point out hypocrisy and I will continue my campaign. I like the guys in Refused am a fighter, I am punk, I am a Child of God, and I love people and these people : Rachel, her family, her Church they have all intruded on my love and my well being so this is my kiss off and my declaration to them.
I want to say this to end this blog today. I told a story of personal struggle, abuse, neglect, and heartbreak and when I came to Rachel she knew all of this. She never had to face the crap I had in my life in her Northern Canada lily white utopia. If she had to live the way I did she wouldnt last a day. I never judged her for any of the decisions she made, for being an unwed mother, for not going to college or anything superficial that she thought would hinder me loving her. Most of all I loved her for all that she was. She couldnt give me the same and instead was cruel, heartless, selfish, and evil so everything that is being said, printed, and distributed are what she and Pastor Glenn did and said. Taken straight from what they did and said to me. I don't slander or hurt people like they do me. I only put the mirror of how they act back in their face. While I know the Myatt and Friesen family are going through grief I am sorry but when I needed you all and came to you for love during my time of grieving you judged me and let Rachel put me down and say I was mentally ill and I will never forget how cruel and evil that was. I just needed love and support and I was broken at my mother's death. So if this causes you any pain or discomfort at this time. I am truly sorry but you didnt respect me at all. People in the New Church constantly talk about forgiveness and making amends but I see none of that coming my way so I am justified in what I say in this blog about hypocrisy.
Prime example.... http://www.newchurch.org/about/news/david-roth-making-amends-sermon.html
End Transmission 4/26/12.................
Disclaimer
(This is also a peaceful means of protest I do not condone violence, threats of evil, or slander. I do condone telling the truth, believing in yourself, and letting others know what is on your mind. So anyone taking this as more that is mistaken!)
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