This Blog is for Rachel Myatt, It is for the Myatt family, Pastor Coleman Glenn, the people in The Church of the New Jerusalem Dawson Creek, and for the New Church Worldwide.
After a year and a half plus of this blog I know what my truth and purpose is in life and part of it is to continue loving Rachel Myatt. If she wants to ignore me and she and her family want to make excuses about making peace with me and contacting me then it is their loss but it doesnt mean I have to stop believing in Rachel or give into hate, despair, revenge or retaliation. I leave it all and God's hands and I share with you the song by Lacuna Coil called "Heaven's A Lie" this is in response to how I was treated by both Rachel and Pastor Glenn and various other New Church Pastors and Representatives. I used this song because years ago I went to a Christian based concert and the headlining band who are a popular Christian band asked Lacuna Coil to tour with them. They were constantly demonized by self righteous Christians about the meaning of this song and when I met them they were very kind and spiritual people they didnt claim to be Christian but they defended the lyrics and the meaning behind their song. I lashed out at you for being hypocritical but instead of seeing the love in my heart and how I was open to learn with you, most of you made excuses. You made excuses for Rachel's evil's towards me, you defended her free will to be evil, but you didnt care about my free will. My free will is one of love and that is always better than evil. Its not ok to hurt people but if you are going to do things then at least show people some human decency. Rachel was one of the most selfish people I ever met and she knew how much I loved her and didn't appreciate how much I went through to love her and her son. She showed me no mercy or human decency as that I had just lost my mother, she was such a coward she had to text me from 2000 miles away instead of be a woman and tell me to my face she didnt want to be with me but then be contradictory the whole time telling me she loved me. I was shown no human decency. So how did I react. I was ready to die but then when God lifted me up from the despair with love no one wanted to see that. People such as Pastor Cooper and Pastor Glenn either wanted to skirt around the beauty of what I was doing or just ignore it fully. Now we are at the point where you cannot ignore it and Rachel and Pastor Glenn are about to be the poster boy and girl for the New Church and their unkindness as I unravel my campaign in different cities this summer starting in a week or so. I have found my purpose and that is to be strong and even when others put us down and doubt our love especially our love of God and our love of our fellow humans to just prove them wrong. Follow in the footsteps of Christ and not in man's selfish pursuit of making themselves godlike or divinity in humanity. This is something that some of the New Church people cant seperate the Divine Power of the One True God and their want for God to be a human embodiment and it makes them selfish and arrogant. I want to wish everyone a Happy Easter. This blog goes out to Rachel and her family, the Myatts, Friesens, and Bakers and this is to let them know that my campaign is about to take another turn and soon you will see the results in letters across North America. If anyone is brave enough to contact me and doesnt want this information about my treatment about and how I was treated by Rachel and Pastor Glenn printed and distributed then please step forward and contact me. Rachel you would be the one I would most like to talk to but it seem you dont care what I do because in your mind you probably think this is a joke and some kind of trick to get you to talk to me but as you will soon see my letters are real. Just ask all the Pastors who got the Letters to Rachel letters in 2011. You doubted me so much and kicked me when I was down all I ever did was love you and Jonathan and still do but yet you and your family ignore me. You think I will just go away. So when I send the letters out next week and the results start coming back to you just remember I warned you. I dont let people put me down and get away with it. I dont let people doubt my love and not see how strong and determined I am. Most of all anyone that plays with my love of God or my wanting to love them especially wanting to have a family like I wanted with you Rachel deserves to see how far I can go with my strength and endurance. I leave you with two points from the New Church themselves. I wish that Rachel and The New Church of Canada would take note on what I am pointing out and that I don't hate your Church I love you all as my brothers and sisters so I will incorporate these two things to end my blog today as they were both the inspiration for this blog this morning. On NewChurch.Org the first topic is on Forgiveness here is the link. http://www.newchurch.org/connection/issues/forgiveness/index.html
The second is an excellent essay on Forgiveness on the New Church Perspective site. Here is the Link. Forgiveness By Any Other Name by Vaishali http://www.newchurchperspective.com/essays/2012/4/6/forgiveness-by-any-other-name.html
This is the kind of love I believe in and the kind of forgiveness I am reaching out for Rachel Myatt, The New Church, and The Myatt Family to understand. I will close this blog with a few brief words to Rachel Myatt
Here also is Pastor Coleman Glenn's Good Friday sermon. When I reached out and continue to reach out for love and forgiveness I get excuses and shunned but he would preach a sermon like this is sad and hypocritical to me and it saddens me because he doesnt follow what he preaches neither does Rachel go by this. http://colemanglenn.wordpress.com/2012/04/07/good-friday-sermon-the-lords-temptations/#more-318
Rachel Myatt I am not sorry I met you and I am proud to have had you in my life. I still love you and Jonathan with all my heart and if you take the time to read this blog and the essays above from your own Church and doctrine you will understand where I am coming from. My love is true for you and has always been of God. Do you understand that I love you because of the Love Christ Our Lord and Savior has given me for you. That will never change.
I ask that for Easter you contact me and end this between us. I promise to take down the blog, never write again, pull down anything that you may feel would be hurting you and your family even though everything I have done I have done out of love for you and Jonathan. I forgive you with all my heart for all you have done to hurt me and I ask that you look deep into your heart to do the same. Rachel Myatt you were my best friend and I have no idea why you ran scared but I was scared at time too but I have put my faith in God and I have never given up on you and He has given me strength, wisdom, courage, and insight beyond what I could have hoped for because He is everything to me and my love for you is an extension of that love. I wish nothing but blessing for you and your family Rachel if you love me at all you must know that everyday you are away from my heart you kill a part of the good that is in me and I am reaching out to you to kill all that evil and for it to be good and for us to be best friends and denounce all that is bad between us and love each other. We may never be what we once were but I love you more than any romantic relationship I love you as my sister in Christ and if you want to ignore that then it is your loss. I would give my life for you and Jonathan as I have said before and at the time when I was with you I did. Losing my mother was one of the hardest things to do but even in my sadness I know coming to be with you was the right thing to do because even my dying mother, friends, and family saw the love I had for you and Jonathan. I will never be able to love anyone else like I love you and Jonathan and you were my dream girl and being with you and your son was one of the happiest moments in my life. I wont say anything else but that I love you and Jonathan, Rachel Myatt.
God Bless
Amen
For Easter I ask for all to read one of my earlier blogs about forgiveness and for the Church of the New Jerusalem members if you havent read this blog read it it and listen to the video and see where my heart is and how much I love Rachel Myatt
http://iloverachelmyatt.blogspot.com/2012/02/greatest-acts-of-forgiveness-message-to.html
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