Dear Readers,
I went to the Church of the New Jerusalem's Dawson Creek Facebook and for awhile there was a comment I made there that simply said "God Bless". Rachel wants to hide the fact that she was ever with me because our picture together is the one on my facebook and I have never taken it down. Rachel doesnt want anyone to know I exist so next week to show her and her family I exist I have printed out a packet with that picture largely on front to be sent to different places around the world and describing the way I was punished by Rachel and Pastor Glenn for being a grieving person. The unkindness, uncaring, and the hypocrisy. Rachel I do exist and I am a live person. You slept with me, you lied to me, and you thought that you could just brush me under the rug. When you said I was mentally ill and said ill things about my mother you crossed a line that will only ever be unbroken with an apology so I am sending out a clear message to you, Pastor Glenn, and your family that if you dont want the information I am sending out some that is very personal between Rachel and I and it is about the way Pastor Glenn reacted and treated me then all you have to do is email me Rachel. Think about your family, think about Jonathan, think about how you treated me. Be a woman, be an adult, be humble. I am losing any hope that you have a heart or any love in yourself but I am doing what I must. This is not a bluff or a joke. Most of all it will be distributed in many different places. Do you really want people to know about how your Church treats outsiders? Do you want people to know how you use people Rachel? You seem to think that I will just go away and that I am not living and that I am out of sight and out of mind. I am here, I am alive, and I am saddened that you cant be a woman and just admit that you were wrong. It is your free will to keep hurting people though so it is my free will to show you how very serious and how very real I am. I am not sorry for any pain it will cause you and your family any more because you dont care about the pain you caused me or my family.
Hateful things you did which are the reason and my justification for this.
1. You said you loved me and wanted to be with me and lied to me
2. You said I used my mother 's death as a crutch to try to keep you around
3. You said I was mentally ill, damaged, and unhappy, Screw you hateful person I was grieving!!
4. You sent back a Christmas card that was unaddressed, addressed it and sent it back
5. You made promises to me that you didnt keep
6. You were a douche and text me from 2000 miles to breakup instead of just call me to discuss it
7. You slept with me said you loved me when you knew I saved myself for you and only you
8. You let me come around your family and your son and then treat me like a leper
9. You gave me false hope period. I loved you Rachel and wanted a family with you and you played with that. If you didnt want to be loved, If you didnt want a boyfriend I wasnt a game, I wasnt an experiment and after all I went through to be with you treated me like a dishrag and a doormat so you know what you dont get my love anymore.
10. You are a just a cruel person Rachel Myatt. You dont know how to forgive, You judge other people's love of God, their way of life, anything that is different from the screwed up self righteous way you live you judge and scrutinize. You are very hateful and you deserve all that is going to be said about you.
Oh and this is for Pastor Coleman Glenn. You can have a person talking about burning Crosses on your facebook page but you cant have my simple God bless. Screw Rachel for not being able to face up to the wrong she did and screw you Pastor Glenn for being a hypocritical Christian. You are very unloving, uncaring, and very biased. If you truly loved people you would take them at face value. All you ever did was try to prove yourself right and never cared if my mother had died or anything. All you wanted was to prove Rachel's free will right and Swedenborg right. I live by God's word not some hedonistic self view of Man being God. You dont want anyone to be blessed but people in the NEW CHURCH and I want people around the world to read the emails you sent to me and I want your other clergy and people of other faiths to see how you treated me so that is included in the packet. I am sick of caring about uncaring people. You say you want people to be drawn to your Church and listen then start treating them with kindness and listen to what they have to say instead of trying to prove your own self righteous point.
To Pastor Lindrooth and Pastor Odhner whoever is over the General Outreach for the New Church Worldwide I am sorry to inform you that this is real and you have deeply hurt me with they way your Pastors use their position. Pastor Cooper insulted me and Pastor Glenn after all the love and they way I tried to explain things was just uncaring and I can forgive but I wont forget so it is my free will to spread the truth about the New Church and it is in full force. I offered to make peace with Rachel and I have given it my all. I would have come to Pennsylvania, Dawson Creek, or even Toronto and sat in a room and made peace with all these people but you are too freaking self righteous and so full of yourselves that I am now going to just go off. Rachel Myatt is the reason for this and I dont apologize nor do I care what happens now. I loved, I cared, and I was mistreated, stepped on, and abused and I tried to do the Christian thing with Rachel and Pastor Glenn and make things right. I am sorry they would rather have evil win over love. Not only did I give Rachel a true friendship and love I reached out to share God with her and she spit in my face as did Pastor Glenn. You could have had another brother who was willing to worship with you but instead all you did was insult and mock me. I have lost all love for people in the New Church and you have shaken my faith that I believed that God would make things right with all you.................................
I am a beautiful person who doesnt judge but I am constantly judged. I love people of all colors, creeds, and faiths but I am constantnly discriminated. I take people at face value. I am an open minded Conservative Christian. I am a vegetarian because I not only value human life but all God's creation. I voted for Ron Paul last election (because I felt that man should be president not on skin color but on merrit and ability to do the job) not Barack Obama but because I am black I was told how stupid I was by other people of my ethnicity. I dont date people because of the color of their skin but the love in their heart. I loved Rachel Myatt for all that she was but all she did was judge me and put me down and worst of all my love of God when I accepted her for all she was religion and all so I am justified to do what I am about to do so Church of the New Jerusalem, Rachel Myatt, Myatt Family, and Pastor Glenn just remember you had your chance to deal with me with love but you took it as a joke. So be it.
I Dont Walk Around With All These Preconcieved Notions about People I just accept them and love them for who they are. Church of the New Jerusalem can you truly say that you do that?
By not forgiving and making peace with me Rachel has empowered and made me stronger. Though I may hurt at least I am truthful, honest, and believe in myself and I can share with the world this story with no shame. Rachel hurts people and hides from the damage she does and that is a miserable way to live. I would rather be able to express my feelings in honesty than to cower and hide anyday.
With each pamphlet I send out I will include a copy of this Blog
http://iloverachelmyatt.blogspot.com/2011/11/what-if-your-parents-died-rachel.html Because I want Rachel and her family to know how much they truly hurt me and how Rachel's actions were not something to push aside. You hurt my family while I only reached out to love yours so that will be made known too.
"The essence of Love is to love others outside of oneself, to desire to be one with them, and to render them blessed from oneself."
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