A Life Full of Love: For the Myatt Family, Friesen Family, and The Dawson Creek New Church

Dear Rachel, Myatt Family, Friesen Family, and the Dawson Creek New Church,


This Blog today is dedicated to remembering and rejoicing to those who have fallen asleep in death.  It is also a clear message to all of you of what is in my heart and how Rachel has changed my life, changed and damaged my outlook on love, and about disrespect to those who have passed away.


As you remember the family member you lost today I want all those who read this blog to think about what I am about to say. First of all I will not be petty and mention your family members name.  What I will do is say this in contrast of what happened with me and Rachel and Rachel I want you to think about this if you are reading this but I also want others who have judged me for my actions to think about what I am going to say.

Think of the beautiful life that your beloved lived.  Children, Grandchildren, a large family and a life full of love.  Think of what a great life life they were able to live and when it ended here on earth they were surrounded by so many people who loved them.

Now I want you to think about me for a minute.  I was surrounded by hurt, pain, hate, abuse and I came to Rachel full of love because all I have wanted my life was the same.  If I wanted to stray from that I could have turned to a life of evil, hatred, and revenge for all that was done to me but instead I put my faith in God.  I believed in Rachel and I only wanted to live a life of love, children, grandchildren, and have a famly of great proportions it didnt matter the color of their skin, their religion, nationality, or creed and that is the love I had for Rachel, Jonathan, her family the dear Myatt and Friesens.  Instead I was met with lies, hostility, ridicule, and rejection at a time when I needed love the most.  Losing my mother was one of the hardest things to do but I remember Jane Myatt asking me about my mother and I told her I was at peace with her death.  I was because since I was a very young child I watched my mother suffer and now I know she is not suffering anymore and is very blessed.   The promise of having Rachel and Jonathan's love was the greatest gift I could have had at that time but not only did she play with all the love I had for her she broke her promises to me and she talked ill of my mother.

Ask yourself's dear Myatt's ,  Friesens, and Bakers what if I were to disrespect your beloved today.  I refuse to name them or make this blog a vessel of disrespect to them but to use it as a contrast to how I was treated by Rachel.  I also wanted you to see all I ever wanted was to be loved and when you impose on another persons life and love and make accusations about them that are hurtful and untrue then what you might get is a strong determined person like me.   I kept my promise to Rachel.  To this day I still love her and Jonathan with all my heart no matter how much I want to hate her.  I would welcome her back into my life with open arms.  I loved Rachel like no other woman I have ever loved and for the rest of my life because she couldnt make peace with my soul will be broken.  Here is an opportune time for not only Rachel but the New Church to show that they are different by reaching out to me to make peace with me but instead they would rather I continue my campaign, pretend that my efforts are minute, and that my passing out literature and a story about Rachel, Pastor Glenn, and The New Church doesnt matter, is a bluff, or they just don't care.  It is that attitude of selfishness and free will that does make you different from other Churches.  Christ truly taught of forgiveness, reconciliation, and to not forget the past but to love in the future.  You all have done none of that.  If Rachel truly ever loved me then making amends and setting me free of the pain she cause could all be ended in a phone call.  I love her so much I am willing to go away forever all she has to do is pick up the phone. I keep my promises to people because I believe in my word and my word to Rachel to always love her was not only a promise to her but it was a promise to and through our Lord Jesus Christ and I cannot go back on it.
I dedicate this song to you today Rachel Myatt and ask that you look into your heart to contact me through this blog or through email and end this.  I am reaching out to you but I want to dedicate Release Me by the Like to you today. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gA1D8Kds9EI

I loved you and Jonathan with all my heart and you were the two I would have given my life for you. My mother loved you Rachel and all of you Myatts and Friesens and the reason I have never given up on Rachel is because she always taught me to make amends and make peace with the people we truly love.  I am my mother's son and she blessed you all on her deathbed because she saw that I was truly in love with Rachel and if Rachel had of truly taken the time to see what was in my heart she would have treated me the way she did.  It was unkind, wreckless, and uncaring, most of all it was disrespectful.  I wont disrespect your dead relative what I will do is bless you all and them.



Dear Myatts, Friesens, and Church of the New Jerusalem Dawson Creek,  Today I ask God to bless you in the loss and resurrection of the beloved who fell asleep in death.  I pray that you find peace, comfort, love, and understanding in knowing that they are with Christ now.  I wish you all love, happiness, and that the Lord shine on you today with His mercy and His Grace. 

Amen

Luke 14:13-15

¹³ But when you give a banquet, invite the poor, the crippled, the lame, the blind, ¹⁴ and you will be blessed. Although they cannot repay you, you will be repaid at the resurrection of the righteous.”  ¹⁵ When one of those at the table with him heard this, he said to Jesus, “Blessed is the one who will eat at the feast in the kingdom of God.”

I also want to note that this has become my most popular and most read blog it is a testament to how much I love Rachel and Jonathan.
http://iloverachelmyatt.blogspot.com/2012/02/importance-of-being-kind-and-truthful.html

God Bless ALL