This Blog is Simply what it says. No matter what Rachel thinks of me and no matter how much she wants to ignore me. She knows deep inside that I truly love her and that was all I ever did. I love you and Jonathan with all my heart and Jonathan I wish you the happiest of 7th birthdays I want you to know I love you and your mother and I hope that you are both blessed. Whatever is keeping you from making peace with me and having me in your life again Rachel I wish it would subside and you could let go of the chains that bind you. I love you so much I am willing to let you go forever and say goodbye all you have to do is call. If not its your loss but until then I will continue loving you and spreading the word and letting others know. I would give my life for you and Jonathan and you both meant that much to me. I am sorry you wanted to make me out into something less and someone crazy instead of someone who believed in your love and all the promises you told me. I will love you until the day I die even if you continue to abandon me and ignore me.
I am sorry if at anytime this blog has felt like an attack on you but it is not not meant to be. It was meant to show you the great power of God's love and that if someone truly loves you they never give up on you. I just wish you and your family would understand that and even through all the hurt and pain I have been through I still love you Rachel . I still think the world of you.
God Bless All
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