To Rachel Myatt, The Myatt, Friesen, and Baker Families,
This is what I would love to convey to you all and especially Rachel. The words that Belle says to Rumplestilskin are some of the most powerful words about love I have ever heard and I hope that today they ring loud and clear among the Myatt clan. Rachel lost out on a great man. I never cared what she looked like, the color of her skin, if she had a child, if she was ugly, pretty, her teeth, or anything superficial like that. I loved her for who she was. She was such a coward and so worried about what others in the family would think because I was different that she abandoned me. Her loss. I can forgive but I will never forget how she treated me and to this day I know it affects you all. You have to hide your prescence on the internet and in New Church letters and functions. Everyday people read this blog and see how heartless and cowardly Rachel was and is all around the world because they see a man that loves her so much and not only her but her child. They see a selfish woman who complained about no one wanting to be with her because of her faith and that man came along ready to give her a chance in everything and not only did she squander that chance but she was cruel, blasphemous, and hateful in doing so. I hope that Rachel or whoever from the Myatt family reads this today understands that what is happening is supposed to happened. If Rachel truly were brave and had an ounce of courage in her body she would pick up the phone and make peace with me. She isn't though everything is about her so why would I even believe otherwise. I believed that Rachel could love me, I believed in her and Jonathan. I never let religion, color of my skin, doctrine, creed, nationality stop me from loving Rachel. I have reached out and now I am no longer going to reach out for peace. I am letting that dream die and just going to tell my story and by her actions she will realize the affect it has on her family, The Church of the New Jerusalem, and the continuing cowardice and hiding from me because she knows by me she was truly loved. Those cruel things you said toward myself and my mother, the insults, the evil were because you were to afraid to stand up to the family member or members who didnt like me. You didnt keep your promise. You loved me because you always hesitated toward the end when I asked you about who didn't like me but instead of be happy and be loved you had to insult a grieving person who through all his trials and tribulations at the time loved you enough to put you and Jonathan above that. I am sorry that you dont realize the seriousness of what has been said here in the almost last 2 years. All I have been trying to say everyday is that I love you and I am still truly in love with you and want you and Jonathan in my life but you will never see the light and in that I am Beauty and you are the Beast....................
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