Dear Rachel,
Before I start my day I just wanted to let you know how much I still care and I love you. At my age I was and never will be obsessesed, lust, or be infatuated with you. Those are things for young adults in their early 20s. I was on some serious grown man lets have a relationship. Truth is I love you and Jonathan more than anything in the world. If I have to send out this Christmas campaign worldwide to let you know that you are loved then I will. I know you and your family would prefer that I not but you make that choice everyday you choose not to make peace with me and contact me. I have always been saddened by the way things happened because you had little to no regard what I was going through and all you thought about was yourself. You tried to make me look sick and mentally unstable but grieving is something totally different. I would have never held the judgment against you, that you put on my mental and physical state had one of your parents died. I would have supported and gave you as much of myself as possible. You and Jonathan are loved beyond compare by Jesus Christ and so he sent me a mortal man who had been battered, beaten, and bruised and almost given up on love to love you. I will continue to do whatever I have to in order to let you know how muc hI love you. I care for you and always will. May God look over your day, bless you and your family, and one day I hope you will realize how real I am and that there is one man who will always truly love you that is not your father, brother, or son. I Byron, love you Rachel and I will continue to love you with all my heart. I miss you and Jonathan so much and if the only way to let you know that is to keep spreading the word so be it.
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