Rachel and Jonathan

Rachel and Jonathan
I Love you and Always Will

Tuesday, November 13, 2012

All Shall Be Revealed : Revelation #1



Rachel and her family thought I was joking and so did the Church of the New Jerusalem but I have been serious all along.  Today will be the first part of my "Christmas Chronicles" released in different parts of the world.  "How The Church of the New Jerusalem and the Myatt Family made me realize there is no Christmas"  I remember Rachel telling me how great Christmas was going to be with her and her family then her turning her back on me and I remember sitting Christmas morning wanting to die because of her betrayal and still hurting from my mom's passing.  It was then that God' directed me to make this blog a month later.  I wont forget Rachel and her families cruelty nor will I forget the hypocrites in the New Church who said things to me but had wives and children to run to while trying to tell me how to feel.  You say you want blessings for others but you had a chance to have someone who wanted to be with you both in love, spirit, and church, and you turned me away.  I am not sorry for telling the truth nor sharing my story.  Above is a tongue in cheek way to begin this reckoning,  "Round and Round" by Ratt simply to say if you love that love will come back to you and if you lie and hurt others that comes back to you.  Rachel I loved you and Jonathan with all my heart and I remember wanting to die because you just left me.  Now all I want to do is live and show everybody how cruel you are so you know what scars and lies do to people. Thank you for making me strong through your weaknesses. You can't hide from what I am doing and you had plenty of chances to make amends, make peace, and make right.  I did everything I could to reach out to you and it fell on deaf ears so now.  Here it comes!!!!! You spit on everything I loved my love for you and Jonathan,  My Christian Courtship, Loyalty, and My faith, and you spit on my family.  To you and your Church it was all a joke but to you and your family the reality of what you did will come to the forefront.  Remember the evil in sending my Christmas Card back, remember calling me damaged and mentally ill, and remember saying "You could never love someone like me" after telling you did love me and want to be with me,  and I never understood what "Someone Like Me" meant how bigoted and mean spirited.  You will suffer now by the truth and that is the only thing I will use, no idol threats,  no evil, and no personal harm just a peaceful declaration of the truth and this story of how Christmas doesnt exist to me because of how you and your family treated and reacted to me.

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