Rachel and Jonathan

Rachel and Jonathan
I Love you and Always Will

Wednesday, November 14, 2012

Beacon of Light : The Greatest Love in the World Revelation #2



The Greatest Man to ever walk this earth gave us the ability to love each other.  His name was Jesus Christ. Our Lord, Our Father, Our Savior.  I could come on here and say cruel things about Rachel Myatt today but the fact is I love Rachel Myatt with all my heart and her son Jonathan.  I will just let the stories of my tears,  the judgment she and her family passed on me, and all the love I had for them speak for themselves.   You see Rachel and Myatt family.  When people read my stories they are touched by the hope and love that I put my faith in Christ and not in the ramblings of the flesh or some man.  I look to Christ for everything even though we are all imperfect and selfish to an extent.   I know what I am doing is right.  I am sorry Myatt family and Rachel if it looks like I am putting you on display but I am.  God is putting you on display to look inwards to the blessings you have and to the blessing it was to have me put into your life.  I saw each and everyone of you as a blessing I wanted you to be my mothers, my sisters, my brothers, aunts, uncles, whatever it may have been but one thing you were all to me because of my love for Rachel was loved and I still love you all even if Rachel continues to hide from me.  I was raised around a bunch of hate, racism, fear, and cowardice so if you dont understand why I am so strong, resillient, and never back down.  Christ gave me that love as a gift and I love Rachel and Jonathan with every being and fiber.  I am asking you Myatt family to get together look at what I am saying.  Look Rachel in the eye and let her know how truly loved she is.  I can't change how any of you feel about me.  I just know what I feel in my heart and that is to love Rachel and Jonathan.  I follow Christ example of unconditional love and reconcilation.  For every person that reads my blog  or my newsletters dear Myatts and reads the how much I love you it is a beacon of light and hope.  Rachel's actions and how she and the family react from this moment on is a reflection on Rachel,  The Dawson Creek New Church, The Myatt,  Friesen, and Baker Families, and the Church of the New Jerusalem and other Swedenborgian affiliates.  Rachel you and your family are being witnesses for your faith and with my truth and the way you treated me out for others to see how deeply you really value your conviction and faith.  My one wish for Christmas is Peace and Reunion with Rachel.  Rachel I love you and Jonathan now today and always and if you cant see the blessing in a man that never gave up in you even when abandoned me.......................

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