This is my vow and Declaration on Christmas Eve that I have lost all love for Rachel Myatt, Her Family, and any respect for the Church of the New Jerusalem and I vow my life to let others know about the lies, the mistruths, and the evils of following a man instead of God - and remaking God into a Human God that suits your desires implemented by one Emanuel Swedenborg.
Disclaimer of Peaceful Protest Due to the Recent Mass Killings, Slayings, and Evil that has been done in the world in my making such a statement I will have to make a clear and postive stand in regards to my form of Peaceful Retribution to Rachel and the New Church. In the past couple of months in the U.S. and other parts of the world terrible events have taken place and in most cases the acts were performed by Middle Class White Males. I am a middle class African American who has grew up poor and I also have never been diagnosed with any mental illness. Rachel took it upon herself to say such things that during my grief process I was mentally ill. She has no idea of what someone who is mentally ill is and to make such assumptions was just wrong especially to someone who loved her so much. The people that kill children, take others lives, and are so messed up in the head that they would go harm to others those people are mentally ill. I have never once threatened any physical violence against you or your family but what I have done is used the Bible, your own words, and your religious rhetoric against you. Those are weapons of intelligence, of kindness, and ones that do not hurt or maim and they certaintly arent one of a mental patient or someone who has lost their way. I dont have to resort to evil because I am full of love but you have lost that love through your wrecklessness, big mouth, and your insensitivity. Rachel Myatt and her family the Myatts and Friesens of Dawson Creek, British Columbia took it upon herself to say such evil and slanderous things against me because she couldn't be responsible for the relationship or situation she put herself in. I had just lost my mother so instead of show courtesy and kindness and talk to me she deemed me damaged, messed up in the head, and mentally ill because I was grieving. On top of that she used The Church of the New Jerusalem teachings to put me down, try to make her self seem justified, and to make the evil she was doing seem viable. Hence my reason for saying and proving through so many things COTNJ members say that Swedenborg's Human God is not the God others believe in because he promotes the evil and the Perfect God of most of Christianity while allowing free will shuns God as being anything but the Perfect and Good Savior of our Sins. Rachel opening her mouth and Pastor Coleman Glenn and others replying to my letters about Rachel and her behavior by one not even acknowledging that I had lost a family member. It seemed all they were worried about is Rachel's free will and to shove their doctrine down everyone's throat as truth and not loving their fellow man. The saddest thing is that in 6 days Pastor Coleman Glenn is to be married he was being a hypocrite by carrying on a long distance relationship much to the type Rachel and I were carrying on but trying to tell me that my love is and was wrong and try to find Swedenborgian ways to do it. It seems a little bigoted, biased, and in the self interest of only Rachel to me. You should not have Pastors like that at all. He should be removed. I am writing this part of the blog to let you all know that in my vow and declaration I do not carry guns, endorse violence. I have never been to jail, partaken of drugs, I am not on any kind of medication for mental illness nor do I need to be and Rachel Myatt opening her big mouth and her family also saying that is grounds for this campaign. You will see me sending out newsletters, speaking my mind to other Churches, to Non Believers, Christians, and Non Christians about the evils and the uncaring and the judgmental ways of the Church of the New Jerusalem so if you dont want to be quoted do not put up your name or say things against other Christians such as New Church Perspective talking about how Catholics have changed recently and have taken on attributes of "The New Church" the fact is the New Church takes from other Religions and then tries to pat itself on the back and make itself seem holier than thou. Nothing you have done hasnt been done before Science and Protestantism mixed with New Age Sensibility at its most laughable. That is what I see in the Church of the New Jerusalem. A bunch of people who talk about change and commend each other from the inside circle but not reaching outside of that comfort zone to truly show the Love of God. If Jesus was right here right now he would be in the places where the non believers were talking to them and trying to get them to see His message of love not in the same tired group of people who claim to have gotten His message already.
Racism and Religous Bigotry. I am sorry that I have to speak on this but I will be contacting many African American and Black Organizations in Canada in the Next Couple of Weeks telling my story. So if you get feedback New Church you have been warned and I am not playing. Rachel's own sister Jessica adopted 2 black children and Rachel and her family couldn't even accept me. Why because I am not some child? If Rachel wasn't truly ready to be in a relationship with a person of another ethnicity and deal with people talking espeically in a place (Dawson Creek, British Columbia) where there are less than %1 minorities then she shouldnt have jumped in the fire. If you want to teach people selective bigotry that is fine but do not be surprized when people call you on it. I want to say this to Jessica and the rest of the Myatt, Baker, and Friesen families. One day someone is gonna call one of those little girls a Nigger and start the cycle of hate against them and you will understand what I have been through. For Rachel a grown woman to act like that towards another adult who had even discussed and asked would she be ok with it is totally unacceptable. What makes my love any less special. I by all means should hate white people after all the evil they have done to me just for the color of my skin but I denounce that stupidity and misconceptions. That kind of thinking and using Religious doctrine to treat people different is one reason why I am making Bigotry and Racism part of my campaign against the Church of the New Jerusalem.
3 Christmases and countless attempts at Peace.
Do not say I didnt try. I put my heart and soul into this blog. I told my story on here, worldwide, I gave out personal information. I sent donations to both the Church of Dawson Creek and the Ladies Society at Rachel's Church. I sent letters to Pastor Glenn. Friends and family sent letters to the Dawson Creek congregation. I set up a phone just for Rachel and her family to make peace with me and not one person ever replied. My email on here has been Futureperfect1@gmail.com im not hiding nor will I. Rachel said I was stupid and that I would never do what I am doing here I am almost 2 yrs into the blog and 2yrs + since Rachel destroyed my world. So I am going to end on the note on telling both Rachel Myatt and the New Church why in 2013 and for the rest of my life until someone steps up and is brave enough to confront me I will continue my campaing worldwide.
1. First and Foremost I was truly, honestly, and deeply in love with you Rachel Myatt and you took it for granted that a man wanted you as a best friend, a partner in Christ, and that someone wanted love and raise your child with you. You were courted and loved with all my heart and you disrespected not only me but my family with your comments and your religious bigotry.
2. You constantly cried how no man could love you because of your religion but you continually dated men out of your religious background and got mad when they didn't see eye to eye with you. I said I wanted to worship with you and you constantly told me how stupid I was, that I didn't love God, and that you used that to put me down and justify your evil in breaking up the relationship.
3. A man loved you enough to date you from 2000 miles away and all you could do is text him to break up with you after a couple hours earlier telling him you loved him. You couldnt even pick up the phone to talk to me. You also made all sorts of evil sick judgments on my character about me being mentally ill to make what you were doing seem like it was justified. I am going to say it right now. You and your family couldn't deal with the fact that I was black and you are hypocrites, bigots, and liars. I had nothing but love for you and I wanted nothing more but to love you all and you turned your back on me and instead of asking me what was really going on both mentally, religiously, and just about my life you piously made assumptions and used faith to try to make it seem viable and right. Jesus would never approve of it and even in your Writings from Swedenborg you had no right to say such things. If you information is getting spread all over the New Church and the world and it has caused you embarrassment good you need to be embarrassed and offended because I never thought anything but the world of all of you. Myatts and Friesens.
4. You played with a man who truly wanted a family in the Lord. He came to you because he thought you wanted a family too Rachel. I loved you and Jonathan with all my heart and took a chance because I believed in you. When you said you would be their for me then turned your back on me, cursed me, and shunned me and called me all sorts of horrible things. You slept with me knowing that I had been celibate and wanted to save myself for the person who I was in love with and it was you. You then tried to deny that I ever existed in your life and that my love for you was a mistake. How evil! First of all my mother had only been dead 3 weeks and I still loved you and Jonathan enough to put that grief behind me because my mother wanted me too. She blessed all of you and then I never saw or heard her conscience again. She wanted me to be good to you Rachel and that is one reason I have tried to make peace with you but you are too stubborn, selfish, and arrogant to realize all the damage and trauama you have caused. You may be ashamed and feel like I trashed and embarrassed you but what you did is way worst that me getting on a blog telling the truth and having the letters, emails, and words to back it up. I never released "The Lies Rachel Told Me" book I wrote nor did I put out the "The Rachel Myatt E.P." of music I have written about you because I loved you enough not to want that part of us out on the internet but I am beginning to feel I should put it out there.
Ending of This Christmas Eve Blog and Sad Christmas
For the Past 3 years I wanted peace between Rachel. I never got a card in the mail. An email, any kind of apology, or anything because Rachel wants to hide and not acknowledge ever being with me that is cool. She is free to her will to do that but here is the kicker it is my free will to do what I am doing. I dont care if Rachel or the Myatt family want to sue me because I keep documents and I have phone records, letters, and pictures of our relationship. I had a Pastor Lumsden in South Africa tell me my campaign was wrong and that I shouldnt seek to humiliate Rachel. Heck Rachel never did care about hurting me or embarrassing me so I outted her and her lies. He talked about having room for Reconcilation to grow. If Rachel had of wanted that she would have been a woman and come to me because if you read the first year of my blog that was all I ever wanted. Am I being selfish. I dont think so I was played with, wronged, lied to , treated like crap because I wanted to be in a monogamous relationship in which I Worshiped God, Had her and her son as my family, I accepted and loved her for all that she was. I never saw a color, a religion, cared how beautiful or wanted her for sex. I was truly in love with Rachel Myatt for all she was and is.
The one thing I wanted for Christmas in 2010, 2011, and 2012 was peace between Rachel Myatt and that never came so when the campaign against her and Pastor Glenn resulted from all of this you as members of the Church of The New Jerusalem whether Clergy, Laity, or onlookers of the situation you know why it started because of ones selfishness and adherence to doctrine instead of love of their fellow man or woman. When I needed what I thought was my best friend to be there for me she cursed ,judged, and betrayed me. That is one of the worst sins of all.
Unhappy Christmas Once Again
So to Bishop Keith, Pastor Lindrooth, Glenn, Cooper and all you so called men of God in 2013 its on and I am not holding back nor am I scared to go against you like David did Goliath. I just know I will have the real God of the Heavens on my side and not the one that is hypocritical and deals in evil and sin.
Good Will to all men... Not tonight Rachel and her family wished none of that on me and tried to ignore the evil that was done so I wont ignore it ill embrace the fact that they never loved me or wanted to love me and that Rachel just took my love, my courtship, and my friendship as a big joke and I wont hold back anymore. Goodbye
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