Love Over Pride

Dear Rachel and Readers, I wanted to post this short blog as a challenge to Rachel Myatt, The Myatt Family, The Church of the New Jerusalem and you dear reader.  I challenge you today to just Love.  Right a wrong, rekindle and old friendship,  offer forgiveness to someone who hurt you or reach out to be forgiven by someone you hurt.  Apologize, be humble, kind, and full of God's love.  I started my campaign earlier this week then I had a change of heart.  Before I go any further I want to reach out to Rachel and the New Church one more time.  Once I put the campaign in full motion there is no turning back so I want the chance for peace, reconcilation, and love.  Rachel my dear was it really worth all this.  Do you really want to keep hurting me and other people when you know that the love exist in you to make peace with me.  I am sorry if you feel this blog is hurting you but it is only intended to show you that you are loved by me so much that I was willing to tell my deepest secrets on the internet and to total strangers and send letters around the world of the hurt you brought me.  If someone loved me that much and would go through so much to make peace with me,  I wouldnt think twice about loving them and caring about them.  You never truly accepted that I loved you unconditionally.   You let others voices cloud your chance for true love and someone that had done all he could to show you that you were the one.  This is my last attempt at trying to make peace with you after that the course of action that I take will change our lives forever.  I would rather have peace with you than to finish this campaign.  I ask that you hear my plea and reach out your hand to me as I have to you.  White flag, open arms, God's love and reconcilation. Put aside your pride or whatever is holding you back and come back ot my heart.  I love you Rachel Myatt and somewhere in your heart I know you still love me. B