I Wanted Peace With Rachel On The Memorial of My Mom's Death

August 8th it will be 2yrs since my mother died and Sept 9th it will be 2yrs since Rachel abandoned me.  Those were the 2 women I loved the most in my life and the one that is still alive is the one that is slowly killing my soul. I had hoped that by this time we would have made peace but another year has gone by and so when I go to my mom's final resting place next week, I will just tell her I still love Rachel but that she abandoned me.  Her and her family did appreciate the blessing or love that I had and that Rachel's cruelty has broken my soul.  I had nothing but love for you Rachel Myatt and Myatt family and what has broken me the most is that my mom blessed you because she knew that all I ever wanted in my life is to love people and that she felt Rachel wouldnt hurt me or betray me like she saw other women do.  She died seeing me at peace and now my soul has reached the end of that.  To Rachel, The Myatt Family, and all the New Church Pastors who couldn't do anything but judge me and chastise me this blog is for you. For All of you sitting at home with your wives, children, and love all I have is a broken heart, a bunch of hurt, and no faith in people anymore because the one person I believed in told me I didnt love God and the people around her accepted her actions and treated the evil like it didnt matter.  So just remember all the pain and damaged you caused Rachel Myatt.  Im not going to play the victim I am just going to say by me you were truly loved and whatever comes now I tried to make peace with you but you ignored me and pretended I didnt exist. God Bless ALL