Dear Rachel and Readers, I had to see the chance to see the incredible Mazzy Star led by Hope Sandoval in April and this song makes me think of Jesus love. I think of how much Rachel hurt me and how people think that I have been playing the victim and how I was pegged the villian by many in the New Church for this blog. This blog was a symbol of love. It is something that most people wont do because they lack the discipline, the will power, and the passion to believe in what they say. Those who do believe in themselves and put their faith in God first even when tragedy strikes or hard times befall us still come out on top. So for a week I have suspended the "New Christianity, Same as the Old Christianity flyer campaign on the New Church and Rachel Myatt. There was a letter sent to Pastor Glenn and Rachel Myatt. It is my last attempt at peace. If there is no reply from Rachel then I know in my heart that its ok what I am doing and she doesnt care about me at all or that what she did and said severely damaged and influenced what is happen. See we all are responsible for what we do. If Rachel wants to hurt her Church more, her family, and have this story told and the way that her actions affected both me and her legacy towards the New Church fine. I have no problem continuing my campaign. If she and her family truly cared they would reach out to me and we could end this in private. I would rather the last option but I will stand my ground and continue my print revolution if after my letter of peace is recieved by Pastor Glenn and if he chooses to throw it in the trash or not discuss it with Rachel that is fine. I will know that I am free to go on with my life and Rachel will know she is the reason for a worldwide campaign on the New Church nature of worship and how they treat other Christians specifically. Rachel knows that she constantly hurts people and she knew what she did and said was wrong. She can never change the evil that was done but she has a chance to make amends and work towards reconciliation if not then I will not hold back and every lie she told me will be on display, Worldwide!!! Rachel played with my desire to have a family, my kind and loving Christian courtship, she blasphemed against my family, judged me in horrendeous ways, slept with me and said she loved me and played with my sense of true love, marriage, and family and all I did was love her. Then I was judged by some New Church Pastors because they automatically took Rachel's side. So if that is the kind of bias that the New Church wants to be know about them all I will be glad to show those truths but would rather talk this out and make peace. I believe peace is the only way. I leave you today with scripture and verse. God Bless All.
- Hebrews 4:12
- For the word of God is alive and active. Sharper than any double-edged sword, it penetrates even to dividing soul and spirit, joints and marrow; it judges the thoughts and attitudes of the heart.
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