Dear Readers,
All I ever wanted was to love and be loved. I wanted a good Christian woman who believed in me, didnt cheat on me, lie to me or play with my affections. I thought Rachel Myatt was that person. I have never been treated as cruelly as she treated me so for the next week I am working on a campaign that entails the cruelty by her and how I not only came to her but her Pastor, her Church, and how much love I showed and how people made excuses time and time again for her evil. I believe in Christ message of forgiveness, love, and reconcilation and I am sorry that some in the Church of the New Jerusalem do not believe in that message. You talk about regeneration and spiritual growth but all I see is people so afraid to grow as a religion and you wonder why people wont catch on to your message. I am not sorry for what my campaign will do and I will only speak out on the experiences and people that I have encountered. Rachel doubted me and this is one way to show her to never judge people and maybe she will understand that I truly loved her and that I was real. I never judged her, I never put down her faith, and I certainly would have never said anything harmful or wrong had one of her parents died. I dont live a selfish life I spend my days loving others and giving to others and that was all I wanted to do with Rachel and Jonathan. A little apology would have went a long way and if she had of had the love in her heart to talk to me in private none of this would have ever gone this far. I hope no man ever is inflicted with Rachel's cruelty again and I am sorry that the New Church takes using there message to inflict evil and judgment on others so lightly. I am sharing my message with people all over North America and then the world next week I have even taken 3 days off of work to devote to this so that is how serious I am. Rachel and her family could have reached out to me and shown Christ love and be the change they want to see. Instead they want to hide and pretend like I dont exist. That is fine, fact is simple Rachel chose not to react, she thought she could just lie, hurt me, and go back to living her life normal but the fact is one person always suffers and I was the one who was treated unkindly. I know life is not fair and now Rachel will learn that lesson through the following weeks. I loved you more than any woman I ever loved in my life Rachel Myatt. I will never forget your cruelty and I will never forget how you tried to use your faith to put me down. It takes a sick and demented person to put down someone who is greiving especially someone who did nothing but love you and believe in you. I hope one day when Shelly Jane Myatt your mother dies you will feel my pain and I hope you realize how evil and cruel you were Rachel Myatt. I wouldnt wish what I had to go through on my worst enemy but your betray and you words burn on my heart like fresh inked tattoo and my words will burn like a fire across the New Church and other places because of your selfishness and uncaring attitude.
This is not about hate, revenge, or getting back it is about letting the New Church through Rachel actions and others know that there is bigotry, selfishness, and arrogance running through the New Church and an inherent view that you feel like you are better than other Christians. Christ death was so that not just Jews but Gentiles and everyone could be redeemed and go to heaven and if you are true to your doctrine then you are not favored over anyone else either so stop treating others like you are. If you think I am bluffing about this campaign and that I am not passing out the materials you are sadly mistaken. I have just until now chosen to be a little more refined and discreet but that is all over. If Rachel wants to sue me for embarrasment and defamation go ahead because she did the same to me to my family, to my friends, and in front of her family and libel and slandered against me. All i did was try to make peace with her publicly and use what she did to justify that. I am not afraid and I have everything I have written or sent out in printed form. See when you are doing evil you have to hide and cower. When you know you are doing an act out of love you dont have to hide. Notice how I have told personal things about myself that are painful and very deep but because I loved Rachel I was willing to explain those things. So if that is evil then I am laughing at some of you Pastors to know what your definition of good is. Anyways Rachel brought this on herself and she has lost my love, respect, and so has her family so I dont care what happens to them and how it affects them because none of them cared about stabbing me in the back and talking ill of me. So I will just present the truth.
God Bless All
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