Thank You for Being Cruel and Abandoning Me Rachel

Thank God for giving me the strength to live through all the hurt and tragedy and in Him I will always put my faith and trust as I still do.


Rachel,
Thank you for betraying our true friendship and love.
Thank you for abandoning me.
Thank you for showing you true colors, bigotry, pride, and selfishness.
Thank you for abusing the love I had for you and Jonathan and using and manipulating me.
Thank you for not believing in me even though I believe in you to this day.
Thank you for not praying with me when I was down and hurting, thank you for putting me down , cursing me, and bring my deceased mother into any of this.
Thank you for promising to be there for me and telling me you loved me and wanted to be with me then ripping my heart out of my chest.
Thank you for laughing at me when I wanted to die, and calling me a loser, and ridiculing me, and calling me mentally ill.
Thank you for showing the values that the Church of the New Jerusalem holds dear such as : Self Love, Selfishness, and Doctrine before loving your neighbor as Christ proclaimed himself.
Thank you for destroying my heart, my trust, and the worldview I have of women.
Thank you for introducing me to your family and embarrassing me by dumping me by text 2000 miles away and then trying to make yourself feel better by calling the authorities here.
Thank you for being afraid to be loved because I was never afraid to love you.
Thank you for being cruel, unkind, and unloving because you were the love of my life and I will never forget all the things you did .

I loved you Rachel Myatt and Jonathan Myatt with all my heart.

Just remember that because of you parts of the Church will be exposed, people will know about you all over the world, and that you were the reason that I persisted in denouncing the Church of the New Jerusalem.  Your unkindness, your doubting a true friend, your hatred, and your unwillingness to forgive and to reconcile with someone who would have moved heaven and earth for you is the reason that people will be turned away from the Church of the New Jerusalem.   Just remember you had a chance to make a difference and you chose to do what was selfish and hurt all those around you.

Goodbye