Peace Calling Rachel : Someone Still Loves You and Prays for You

Dear Rachel,

You were the love of my life. I will never marry nor will I believe in love again.  All this happened for a reason.  Someone truly loved you and to you and your family I was just some crazy guy with no feelings, no emotions, and I didnt matter.  I realized when I lost my father a night ago that what I am doing will have meaning.  It will teach others about love, life, and integrity.  Im not sorry if you got embarrased.  Im not sorry if it made you feel like you were an outcast in the New Church.  I did what I did because I loved you with a love above all those and that was God's unconditional love.  You and Jonathan meant the world to me and today my aunt came over and she asked me since I talk about you fondly always.  "Maybe Rachel and you will get back together?" I told her. "I don't think so because Rachel is very selfish and all she did was talk about her ex.  She didnt realize someone loved her for all that she was flaws and perfections and neither did her family"...................