Dear Rachel, Myatts & Friesens, Pastor Coleman Glenn and all New Church Clergy and followers who read this.
A Battle Over Religion is a battle over an opinion and if you cant agree to disagree over an opinion and love others for who or what they are then you are a hypocrite, close minded, and not showing any of the good qualities that Christ wanted to come about in Christianity. - Byron
I am sorry that you people who I loved spent so much time judging me without knowing me and not looking into my situation. I would never bail on someone like Rachel did to me and she does deserve every bit of what I have had to say on here because I do love her and she is the one who kept silent and tries to hide. I notice Jane tries to hide herself also because I embarrased you as a family. I am not sorry. Now that my father has passed away I know a different form of loneliness and the love I was trying to get you people to understand and how much Rachel meant to me well you take it for granted everyday. A guy wanted to come marry and be your daughter's best friend Howard and Jane and he put his blind faith in God and you let things like Religious views which you didnt discuss fully with me, social and racial differences, and other things get in the way. My parents never had any grandchildren, we never had a close family, we were apart in many ways but one thing we did have is integrity. We never went around using Religion to put others down or make ourselves feel superior or better than others. Jane you want to know something. I never said I believed in the Trinity you just assumed I did. You had no idea of my background. Pastor Coleman Glenn. Sorry that I am going to have to put out what a hypocrite you are but now that my father is gone it is more important that I stick by my word and let the New Church know and let Rachel and her family know that I wasnt joking about what I said. You people attacked my character and my love of God and expected me to just bow down and be subserviant to your non observational assumptions. You saw the outside but never looked on he inside. Next Week Rachel will realize that I have not been sitting back bluffing about the things I am doing but that I have stuck with it for 2 and a half years and I am about to make it bigger. I want to leave you with two things one a quote by Pavlov and another a video from "Daria" the late 90s early 00s MTV cartoon era of shows. The clip is called "Misery Chick" and its how people like Rachel and her family judge people like me without really knowing that I am happy and even through all I have been though I still get up and smile, I laugh, I go through life and I stand in the way of hateful people, obstacles, and lies that are thrown at me. Rachel you were the love of my life and I am truly sorry that your Mother, Father, or whoever could not accept me. I would have never left Rachel or Jonathan and they meant everything to me. My father died Saturday. Tuesday I was back at work and a man came out to me and said I had one of the greatest smiles and grins. So even in my tragedy what Rachel and her mother Jane or whoever else judged me didnt see is that I am stronger than most people and what seems morbid or different to them was just me being able to cope with the lemons thrown at me. I became who I was because of constant pain, let downs, and tragedy. The one time I reach out to truly be loved I get kicked down, told I didn't love God, abandoned and cursed. So Myatt family I am spreading this across the world as My Valentine to You. I want you to know how much you hurt me and how I tried to make peace with you for 2 plus years and how you ignore me. You claim to be all righteous and of good and charity but you are nothing but a bunch of phonies. I call you out on hypocrisy no matter how much love I had for you. My story about Rachel will be released as another printed newsletter Feb 14th. I dont care if you come after me. I am mourning once again so go ahead and kick me Myatts, New Church, Pastor Glenn ... Remember Im just some Miserable Hack who is supposed to let people treat me bad and I am not happy and dont have any feelings and because I am not of the New Church Im all wrong, evil, and different. Yet you are the people who say you seek salvation for all....??????? Take a look in the mirror!!
It is not accidental that all phenomena of human life are dominated by the search for daily bread - the oldest link connecting all living things, man included, with the surrounding nature. -
Ivan PavlovRachel you and your family need to take a good hard listen to this short video clip and the judgmental members of your Church do to and see that I am simply a man filled with love and I was being me and you judged me, someone who loved you with all his heart and got others judging me without even meeting or knowing me. Im willing to go up against the whole Church of The New Jerusalem and Dr. Oz as nice as he is to prove my point and defend myself and I would die for my beliefs and my love of God. Would any of you?
from Daria - Misery Chick
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yl8QY-oM6II
You said you loved me, could accept me, and loved that I was different then you complain, put me down, and abandon me because of those same differences and not even taking in consideration of how much strength I had at the time in losing a loved one. Well its you and your families honor no the line not mine I have the guts to tell my story and be truthful so its your Cross to bear. I gave you every opportunity to make peace with me but you dont want it. You want to be selfish and live your life without reconcilation, without remorse, and with a love so selfish that it makes you a hypocrite. Your choice.
A Battle Over Religion is a battle over an opinion and if you cant agree to disagree over an opinion and love others for who or what they are then you are a hypocrite, close minded, and not showing any of the good qualities that Christ wanted to come about in Christianity. - Byron
I am sorry that you people who I loved spent so much time judging me without knowing me and not looking into my situation. I would never bail on someone like Rachel did to me and she does deserve every bit of what I have had to say on here because I do love her and she is the one who kept silent and tries to hide. I notice Jane tries to hide herself also because I embarrased you as a family. I am not sorry. Now that my father has passed away I know a different form of loneliness and the love I was trying to get you people to understand and how much Rachel meant to me well you take it for granted everyday. A guy wanted to come marry and be your daughter's best friend Howard and Jane and he put his blind faith in God and you let things like Religious views which you didnt discuss fully with me, social and racial differences, and other things get in the way. My parents never had any grandchildren, we never had a close family, we were apart in many ways but one thing we did have is integrity. We never went around using Religion to put others down or make ourselves feel superior or better than others. Jane you want to know something. I never said I believed in the Trinity you just assumed I did. You had no idea of my background. Pastor Coleman Glenn. Sorry that I am going to have to put out what a hypocrite you are but now that my father is gone it is more important that I stick by my word and let the New Church know and let Rachel and her family know that I wasnt joking about what I said. You people attacked my character and my love of God and expected me to just bow down and be subserviant to your non observational assumptions. You saw the outside but never looked on he inside. Next Week Rachel will realize that I have not been sitting back bluffing about the things I am doing but that I have stuck with it for 2 and a half years and I am about to make it bigger. I want to leave you with two things one a quote by Pavlov and another a video from "Daria" the late 90s early 00s MTV cartoon era of shows. The clip is called "Misery Chick" and its how people like Rachel and her family judge people like me without really knowing that I am happy and even through all I have been though I still get up and smile, I laugh, I go through life and I stand in the way of hateful people, obstacles, and lies that are thrown at me. Rachel you were the love of my life and I am truly sorry that your Mother, Father, or whoever could not accept me. I would have never left Rachel or Jonathan and they meant everything to me. My father died Saturday. Tuesday I was back at work and a man came out to me and said I had one of the greatest smiles and grins. So even in my tragedy what Rachel and her mother Jane or whoever else judged me didnt see is that I am stronger than most people and what seems morbid or different to them was just me being able to cope with the lemons thrown at me. I became who I was because of constant pain, let downs, and tragedy. The one time I reach out to truly be loved I get kicked down, told I didn't love God, abandoned and cursed. So Myatt family I am spreading this across the world as My Valentine to You. I want you to know how much you hurt me and how I tried to make peace with you for 2 plus years and how you ignore me. You claim to be all righteous and of good and charity but you are nothing but a bunch of phonies. I call you out on hypocrisy no matter how much love I had for you. My story about Rachel will be released as another printed newsletter Feb 14th. I dont care if you come after me. I am mourning once again so go ahead and kick me Myatts, New Church, Pastor Glenn ... Remember Im just some Miserable Hack who is supposed to let people treat me bad and I am not happy and dont have any feelings and because I am not of the New Church Im all wrong, evil, and different. Yet you are the people who say you seek salvation for all....??????? Take a look in the mirror!!
It is not accidental that all phenomena of human life are dominated by the search for daily bread - the oldest link connecting all living things, man included, with the surrounding nature. -
Ivan PavlovRachel you and your family need to take a good hard listen to this short video clip and the judgmental members of your Church do to and see that I am simply a man filled with love and I was being me and you judged me, someone who loved you with all his heart and got others judging me without even meeting or knowing me. Im willing to go up against the whole Church of The New Jerusalem and Dr. Oz as nice as he is to prove my point and defend myself and I would die for my beliefs and my love of God. Would any of you?
from Daria - Misery Chick
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yl8QY-oM6II
You said you loved me, could accept me, and loved that I was different then you complain, put me down, and abandon me because of those same differences and not even taking in consideration of how much strength I had at the time in losing a loved one. Well its you and your families honor no the line not mine I have the guts to tell my story and be truthful so its your Cross to bear. I gave you every opportunity to make peace with me but you dont want it. You want to be selfish and live your life without reconcilation, without remorse, and with a love so selfish that it makes you a hypocrite. Your choice.
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