Are You Ready Rachel?

Are You Ready Rachel Myatt, Church of the New Jerusalem, and Myatt Family.  Today is the day I start my presses and share with the world my message of love about you, the New Church, and love in general.  There is nothing you can do.  It is freedom of speech,  It is my free will,  It is a movement.  I hope in the future people realize what imposing your free will and selfishness on others does.  It inspires people to be better people.  Thank you Rachel Myatt for abusing my love, for talking bad about me and my family, for lying to me, for using your faith to put me down.  I only became stronger.  Thank you New Church Pastors for ignoring my call to love and reconciliation and trying to tell me that loving over revenge and vengence was wrong.  If I hated you all this would be a smear campaign but its a campaign of insight and love.  So with that God Bless You all and get ready because here I come. Byron

Second Wind for Rachel, The Myatt Family, and The Church of the New Jerusalem

I was ten years old when this song came out.  It always made me happy and it helped me deal with a lot of pain.  I always hope that like this kid Rachel would see how much I love her and pick up the phone.  I could have been the guy at graveyard 2yrs ago but because I loved her and Jonathan and I saw beyond that I fought to stay alive.  You or your family or anyone in the New Church may not understand why I am doing the things I am doing but my friends and family do.  You mean the world to me Rachel Myatt so to you and your family.  Tomorrow I officially start sending out my letters of love to you worldwide.  I dont care what you think or what you do.  I just know I am different and I am not like other people.  I am beautiful, I am distinct, I am me,  Gods wonderous Creation - Byron.  I love you Rachel Myatt and I dedicate this song You're Only Human (Second Wind) I am going to tell of my love for you across North America this week and the rest of the world this week and if you keep ignoring me that is fine at least I did what I felt was right when you shunned and turned me away.  I kept loving and believing in you. God Bless ALL

Joseph and The Technicolor Lies : For Reverend John Odhner and the Church of the New Jerusalem(The Christian You Turned Away).

Psalm 55:12-14

¹² If an enemy were insulting me, I could endure it; if a foe were rising against me, I could hide. ¹³ But it is you, a man like myself, my companion, my close friend, ¹⁴ with whom I once enjoyed sweet fellowship at the house of God, as we walked about among the worshipers. 

 

 

 

• This is a response to Rev John Odhner's article in New Church Connection "Falsely Accused" http://www.newchurch.org/connection/issues/living-authentically/going-deeper.html  I am going to just come out and say what I have to say piece by piece about this because the truth needs to be told about why my blog and newsletter ever came into existence. First of all I want to say to Odhner and other New Church Clergy.  Rachel had no right ever to call me mentally ill and say anything ill toward my dead mother.  Just because a person is grieving and not a hundred percent doesnt make it right and if she didnt want to be in a relationship with me not only did I do the noble thing and give her a way out but I was amicable about it.  She chose to lie,  she chose to be selfish and wait till a time where it was best for her where she didnt have to look me in the eye, she chose to open her mouth and say things that I should not have forgiven her for but I did.  I have every right to feel the way I do and I have proof in the way she treated me of the Bigotry and the New Church theology being part of that Bigotry.  I am sorry if it offends your Church and you think that you dont participate in bigotry on any level but you do.  It is not a false accusation but an inconvienent truth.  I came to the Church with nothing but love and I tried to keep these matters between Rachel and I and when I came to the Church I constantly got Reverend Coleman answering my replies.  Pastor Cooper was too lofty and too high on his throne and felt that he knew everything about the situation and that it didnt really matter and I would just blow it off.  Now look where things are.  You have a campaign telling of how you acted and proof of how you acted.  If you hadn't of been so arrogant Pastor Cooper and Pastor Glenn maybe I would have thought different but it was how you reacted not even caring that your doctrine led to the behavior that Rachel would use to put me down, lie, and slander me and when you just blew it off the blog stemmed from that.  Rachel was so evil she even sent back a Christmas card that I had not addressed and she put the address on it and sent it back.  See it is that kind of thing that made this blog and the truth not accusations come into existence.  In fact I still have to Christmas card in my possession if anyone doesnt believe me.  Yes I do have a lot of proof and I am not just making accusations about people I am putting the mirror to your doctrine and the way your members and your Clergy act. Rachel not only abandoned me, but she put down my faith, and declared me mentally ill to her family and that was very dishearting.  Who is she someone who has no doctorate, or even college credit in studying anyone to discern that.   How evil was that? Because she chose to lie to me about being in a relationship she didnt want to be in and I gave her an out she had to be cruel and say such things.  All I ever did was love her and her little boy and had nothing but love for her and her family.  My family had nothing but love for everyone in the Myatt fold and when my mom died they were more than happy to let me go and I was willing to give up everything to be with Rachel.  I live in Texas in one of the most economically fruitful areas which thrives even in this economy.  I was willing to give that up to devote my life to God, Rachel and Jonathan in Northern Canada and just put my faith in God.  Also I want to point out that almost every one of the Pastors or Reverends that wanted to judge me was married or secretly holding out that they were courting someone but they wanted to judge me on happiness and how it was Rachels free will to treat me cruel.  No one cared about my happiness or well being because I wasnt part of the New Church and Rachel even said that I wanted her to save me and that was just pious and evil and so that is why I had to take this thing public a year and a half ago.  I have said things that I regret but I also want Rachel and her family to know that anything that you said about me to Rachel after I left such as suggest that I was mentally ill whoever said that is a cruel and evil person and I hope they are truly sorry.  I loved all of you and it was one of the happiest times in my life being with Rachel and Jonathan.   I was just a little shy and had been through so much and normally I am not so quiet but at the time after losing my mother I was and I didnt want to be showboated around though I wanted to meet all of Rachels family I really just wanted to bask in Rachel and Jonathans love and be with them.  Maybe Rachel thought that being with me I would try to keep her away from her family because of that but it was quite the opposite.  If they had of been patient instead of pass judgment they would have found just how much love I had for all of them.  I am still very hurt and saddened by that because I opened up and just trusted them. For People such as Pastor Lumsden, Pastor Glenn, and others who want to judge me you just need to look in the mirror first and understand you put doctrine above loving your fellow man.  Gods word not Swedenborg says to love your neighbor I never felt any of that.  Rachel wasnt very humble and she seemed to care only about herself at all times and I am sorry that other men hurt her but I could send you all the love letters, cds,  I gave her a promise ring, and I loved her and Jonathan more than a man could love his own flesh she was the best thing that ever happened and I still think the world of her.  Reverend Odhner you talk about feeling a sense of love.  Rachel was so hung out on her ex she talked about Jonathans dad so much she could see that God had a man in front of her that loved her and had done everything to be with her.  She listened to her voices of doubt and doubted me constantly and even when she put me down I never gave up on her.  I have proof of that too.  In the end she constantly used the New Church doctrine to put me down and downplay my love of God and make her cruel treatment of me look justified.  That is why I started this campaign and by next week lots of newsletters will be distributed because of Rachel's arrogance, pride, and selfishness.   I am human and I have faults too but had the shoe been on the other foot and one of Rachels parents died and I would have quit my job and been there for her and never said any cruel thing about her faith, her love of God, or her family.  Fact is I have nothing but love for her family and I want to say this to the Myatt family before I end this.  
• Dear Rachel and Myatt family,
• I had nothing but love for you all and I looked forward to having Rachel and Jonathan as my one and only.  Rachel was the only woman I wanted to have kids with and I wanted to have all of you in my life and nothing would have stood in my way.  Not time or distance and I thought I showed you that by even keeping my promise to Rachel even after my mother died.  I am sorry if any of you thought I was mentally ill it was very hurtful and it almost killed me that you would say such a thing or if any of you encouraged Rachel to think that way.  I grew up in a broken home and when I was 12 yrs old I decided the only thing I needed to be successful was to be loved by a good Christian woman and have a family.  I love Rachel with all my heart and it is a true love and I dont care what any New Church pastor or any man says for that matter in trying to judge me.  I would have never left Rachel and Jonathans side and I wanted to be a father figure and be there full time for Jonathan.  When I left Dawson Creek I never wanted to love two people so much and get back to them but that was shattered.  For the past two years my heart has been truly broken and I have never went into this blog to slander or hurt Rachels feelings.  My youtube station was a tribute to Rachel to let her know how deeply she hurt me and that I love her beyond compare.  I guess what I was trying to prove that my love for Rachel is infinite and that it spans all space and time and that I would do anything for her and Jonathan.  You can make fun of me, call me extreme, intense, or obsessive but I know that I love Rachel Myatt.  If she wants to set me free so I can love another maybe one day all she has to do is pick up the phone and make peace with me but truth be told I am in love with her and I always will be.  God put me on this path for a reason and I dont care what Pastor Glenn or anyone else thinks I know what God has directed me too and my campaign that I lauched this week is a message of love to Rachel and the Myatt family and the New Church and it will be seen by 100s this week and 1000s in the weeks to come.  If you truly want to end this with me then just email or pick up the phone or write me a letter.  All the addresses and numbers Rachel had from the time we were together are still valid.  I love you all Rachel and Family and if you want do something loving you can honor my mothers last words to me to love you all by making peace with me.  Amanda, Jessica, Sarah, Clayton, Rebecca,  let me ask you all this really quick you wouldnt have like it had Howard or Jane died that someone disrespect your Mother or Father as Rachel did my Mother or if I had of come on here saying ill things about your Grandfather when he passed. Think of that and how Rachel not only disrespected me, but your family, and the fact that I love her so much.  Maybe then you will start to see it from my perspective a bit.
  Love Byron,  
• So Pastor Odhner much like Joseph I was accused and treated a certain way for just loving Rachel.  She took her anger out on me and was cruel, unkind, and unforgiving.  I constantly forgave and I have never stopped loving her and no matter what you or anyone else things I know my path shines in the light.  So when you finally get ahold of one of the Newsletters and see the campaign I am spreading I hope you take a moment to see how God is working in me.  Christ ministry of Reconciliation and love is the only one I see.  I love my sister Rachel and I want to be reunited with her.  I love her with all my heart and I am willing to go to the ends of the earth to let her know that and no matter how silly and how extreme that sounds to you or any of your laity or Clergy I know that is what Jesus would want me to do.  He would want me to not give up on her.  I am not pointing out things in the New Church to be mean or to hate the New Church I am pointing out ways to change so that maybe more people will be reached by your message.  I wanted to study with Rachel and be one with her and I was turned away not only by her and her family but the way that Pastor Glenn, Cooper, and others reacted.  It was very hurtful and sad especially since you had a prime chance to show the good in your doctrine and message to a person who was grieving and welcome me with open arms but all I heard were reasons why I was too different to be loved by Rachel.  I see a wall of division in the New Church that is not accepting of others though you claim to be.  You want to be heard but you dont want to listen when people speak back.  You want to dominate the conversation with your rhetoric and doctrine.  When someone tells you something it goes in one ear and out the other and that is not how Christians are supposed to be.  We are supposed to be subjective and objective and listen others. I want to end this blog to say that I love Rachel Myatt simply that I hope God Blesses her and Jonathan everyday.  I love them with all my heart.  I cannot stop now after all I have been through and my campaign goes on this week as planned.  If I have caused you any pain or discomfort Rachel and family I am sorry but you have hurt me too.  I still have nothing but love for all of you.   Pastor Glenn I really do wish you well in your engagement but it hurts that you have no idea how much I love Rachel and how badly she played with the dream I had the same one that you have to be married and love someone in the Lord and in that you showed hypocrisy.  I hope that you all stop to think that if this wasnt in Gods plan I would be doing it.  I would have truly trashed Rachel and it would have been disasterous.  Instead I have gained something so much more.  Strength, Patience,  Love, and Long suffering.  Rachel Myatt I love you sister and my arms are open.  Its been two years Sunday break the silence, break the chains that keep us a part,  I wait for you my friend I have been waiting patiently and non stop.  I love you,  I love you,  I love you and Jonathan with all my heart.

Why Rachel Is Reaping What She Sowed/ Judging Others(Great Expectations) - The Last Violins

• When I was a young boy from the time I was 12 until the show ended I watched Degrassi Junior High and High School in its entirety I own them on DVD but this episode was always dear to me.  I wonder how Rachel felt when she got pregnant and her baby's daddy got two other girls pregnant at the same time.  She always made me suffer because of what he did and because he didnt want to stay with her and love her and chose one of the other ladies eventually.  She constantly judged me on things that she had no idea that I had to endure or what my life was like.  Me on the other hand I never cared that Jonathan had a father but that in addition to the love of his father I would love him as my own.  I never cared that Rachel had a child out of wedlock and never tried to judge her yet she decided I was damaged, mentally ill, and too different to deserve to be loved and she was justified in treating me this way.  People of the Church of the New Jerusalem this week I am calling your sister Rachel out and I am calling the Church of the New Jerusalem out.  My campaign is about accepting others and Christ call to love not about slandering Rachel or the New Church.  I urge you to change your ways to be more loving and accepting and listen to your earthly brothers and sisters of all creeds, denominations, and backgrounds. In the Degrassi saga Spike was always my favorite character because I could relate to her and Liz being the outcast. Spike was always kind to others despite how cruel others could be to her at times.  When Degrassi the Next Generation came out and Emma her daughter was one of the main characters she was the same kind of person as a mother often taking in Emma's friend Manny when things were bad at home for her and treating her like a second child.   I could also relate with Liz later in the series being sexually abused and shying away from Tim because he had a crush on her.  What hurts the most about Rachel treating me like she did is I gave her my body which is something sacred and beautiful to me and she played with that and myh love like it was a game.  People who are abused are rarely trusting and sometimes it takes years. I trusted Rachel with all my heart and to her it was just a joke.  I ask that you watch this full episode of Degrassi Jr High and then think about how much I truly love Rachel and her family despite them passing judgment on me.  God Bless ALL
  
  None of the information in this blog is meant to embarrass or humiliate Rachel but to inform, contrast, and compare to the treatment that was given to me by herself and her family.  I have nothing but love for them all.
  
  
  
  
  From Proverbs 16 1-916 To humans belong the plans of the heart, but from the Lord comes the proper answer of the tongue.
  ² All a person’s ways seem pure to them,
  but motives are weighed by the Lord.
  ³ Commit to the Lord whatever you do,
  and he will establish your plans.
  ⁴ The Lord works out everything to its proper end—
  even the wicked for a day of disaster.
  ⁵ The Lord detests all the proud of heart.
  Be sure of this: They will not go unpunished.
  ⁶ Through love and faithfulness sin is atoned for;
  through the fear of the Lord evil is avoided.
  ⁷ When the Lord takes pleasure in anyone’s way,
  he causes their enemies to make peace with them.
  ⁸ Better a little with righteousness
  than much gain with injustice.
  ⁹ In their hearts humans plan their course,
  but the Lord establishes their steps.
  
  
  
  
  
  
  No matter how upset I have been I have never loved you any less than I said I did Rachel Myatt.  I still love you with all my heart.
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  I wrote this a couple of days before Rachel Myatt came into my life in 2010 and stole my heart. I never felt pity on myself for being alone.  I wanted to be married and in a committed relationship and for 5yrs after my ex died of a brain tumor I waited on God.  I loved Rachel with all my heart and this blog was meant to show her and her family that I would fight till the end to show her how much I loved her.  If Rachel truly knew what I felt and what I had to go through she never would have said or treated me the way she did and neither would some of these New Church Pastors but this old blog from February 2010 days before Rachel came into my life  was a window into waiting on God, into Celibacy, and to believing in Rachel.
  
  

  The Last Violins

  Everyday I take the stage and perform the best show I can
  The curtain calls the lights go on and here I stand a broken man
  They don't seem to understand looking in from the crowd
  I never wanted more than love and it seems so distant now
  Finally the music plays the only friend I have
  I hear the strings in the distance and the voices start to pass
  Honesty the best policy but that will only bring you heartache
  The best of friends is what I am but that is all I have to give
  I thought I was put on earth to become so much more
  A solemn shell of discontent because I'm standing with my foot in the door
  She will never see me, Neither will she care
  I'm just another collected prize to pass the time when he is not there
  I listen to her stories, I listen to her pain, I listen to music dreaming of she and I dancing in the rain
  I long ago gave up on such enchantments 5 years left till I am too damn old
  To recognize those teenage dreams of being with someone to hold
  The friend in need, the friend with deeds, second class human being for hire
  I have a spark, I have a heart, but no one wants to ignite the fire
  I want to live the good life, where I am wanted, loved, and adored
  It seems I get the wrong attention I'm just a fairweather friends whore
  An alternative for lonely nights when others have nothing to do
  Here I sit with a flashing screen, a book, a pen, and solace in this lonely room
  I used to know desolation, depression, and despair
  Now I know what it feels like to be seen but not be there
  She tried to apologize the other day 6 months after the fact
  I loved you but I said I'm sorry and that I could never want that friendship back
  When will they learn I am a simple man. I just wanted to be loved
  I don't want to be your alternative, I don't want to be your quick fix or drug
  For most of you I would do anything but you wouldn't move an inch for me
  Women can't see the insides of me they make a spectacle of the outside first
  If I were a gambling man I bet they will never take the time to see past
  The fact that I am wonderful, incredible, and full of laughs
  Always an excuse but its no use. I will keep walking this lonely road
  Another show, Another song, Another broken heart alone
  Someday I might be more to them than just a footnote or some to pass the time
  At the end of the day I wanted a friend that I could truly call all mine
  I won't ever be possessive, but I won't ever want for her time
  She will be there when I need her, To me she will never lie
  I will be a positive force in her life as she will be in mine
  The clock stands still and we can talk for hours about the best reason or rhyme
  I will never have to worry about another her or him
  I could be supposed that our love would be self imposed and mutual at last
  Never been a friend of convenience I have never been a friend to chance
  What I have been is a star crossed dreamer who believes in the power of integrity, honesty, and romance
  The crowd all starts to cheer as I bow and wave to them
  The curtain closes I have nothing left to say
  You just heard The Last Violins.................................

Would You Be Willing To Die For What You Believe In, Would You Be Willing To Die for Being Different

What Rachel did to me was constantly judge me when all I ever did was love her an accept her.  When she betrayed me the worst thing about it is she used all the differences that I had already shared and told her about.  I never asked to be different,  I desired to be loved just like everyone else.  I have been hated for just the color of my skin, because I believe in Jesus Christ, and because of the way I talk.  All I ever wanted was a family and to be loved.  When I called Rachel out for being a bigot it was not on racial terms it is because she used the New Church and it teachings to judge me and exclude me from her life because something her family or someone said to her.  She was never sure always doubting me and she even made the comment that didnt I think my love for her was a mistake.  Its been two years and I still love her like the first day I realized I loved her.  It was never a mistake.  I am willing to die for my love of Christ and if trial or tribulation came this day I would lay down my life for that.  I dont expect anyone in the New Church to understand that because you all think I am being extreme with the whole thing.  What I do know is I have faith, integrity, and honesty and I would never not love someone because they were different.  I would learn about them before I open my mouth and say such things.  I will always put Christ commandment to love over any doctrine a man such as Swedenborg would write in a book because God comes first.  Much like Evey learns her true strength when V puts her to the test in the above clip from the movie "V for Vendetta"  I learned my strenght when Rachel said she loved me then abandoned me and put me down.  In the movie V got revolutionary revenge through way of violence because of what was done to him Valerie and others.  The Chancellor was a religious and power hungry zealot who had taken control and played on peoples fears and faith.  Many religious leaders today play on the fears of others to make them think a certain way.  Ask yourself Bishop Kline is that what you want when you exit the New Church to know that people in your fold hurt other people to stand up for what they believe in instead of love and communicate with others.  Do you want to know that because of the way a couple of people in a Northern Canadian New Church acted that a revolution rose up against the New Church because they claimed to accept others but yet persecuted and blasphemed against others love of God and treated them badly even the ones who came to worship with you.  This week my revolution truly begins and I don't apologize and I am no longer scared to do anything.  I don't feel anymore because when I needed Rachel there for me she thought only of herself and was selfish and hateful toward me.  Her family was part of that.  I dont care how it affects them because I loved them and when I tried to make things right they ignored me.  If being sued or thrown into a jail cell for expressing my feelings and telling truths about the New Church be my fate then so be it.  Ive spent my whole life being judged and treated bad while loving others, being non judgmental, and giving my all.  Christ wanted that way.  Last of all the last 30 seconds of the video above when Valerie tells whoever reads the note how much she loves them no matter if she ever met them.   That is how much I loved Rachel and even before I ever met her and it was 10 fold after.  That is how much I love the strangers on the street that ask for help or the friend in need that I rarely see.  That is how much I love the Catholic, or Mormon, or Muslim that I dont agree with in doctrine but they are my friend and my brother are sister and I will stop at nothing to love them. If a bullet came their way I know I would jump in front of it to save them even if they were my enemy because I am willing to die for what I believe in and that is Christ love of others.   That is why I am free because I love you all,  even if you hate me...........................

Revolution is My Name: Peaceful, Informative, and Sincere(Burning Bridges then Building them Back)

"If people are good only because they fear punishment and hope for reward, then we are a sorry lot indeed." ~ Albert Einstein

 

• Those who judged me, Rachel Myatt, The Myatt and Friesen Families, Pastor Glenn and the rest of the New Church clergy and laity they wont like what I have to spread but they didn't like the fact that I used my words as a weapon and I called them out on key points.  They have to watch what they say now because they know someone is watching.  Its ok for them to talk bad about others but they cannot deal with truth being mirrored back at them.  The best thing of all is I actually have an email with Pastor Glenn 2yrs ago telling me to go ahead and tell of the New Churches dangerous teachings.  I will use that.  I have truth on my side.  I am not here to slander but I want everyone to know that brainwashing, lies, and untruths are misleading people and turning people away from the Church of the New Jerusalem.  I also want you to know that they are not very accepting of people and after the way Rachel treated me and Pastor Lumsdens comment about keeping their culture a certain way which was very cultish to me I feel that I have to speak out on them.  I feel that they could be something great and I am the last one to hate other Christians but I want to know why the New Church feel they have to constantly put down other Christians, why they feel so inadequate that when other people love them enough to listen that they cant listen back.  My name is Byron and peaceful revolution is my name. 

 

• Those who make peaceful revolution impossible will make violent revolution inevitable. John F. Kennedy My point being here is that you will never see me try to enact evil, rage, or violence on anyone I love Rachel Myatt with all my heart but those at the New Church who don't see that I am using words as weapons instead of just to slander and to hurt people are missing the point.  I dont do this to hurt Rachel.  I do this because I love her as my sister in Christ.
• Nonviolence is absolute commitment to the way of love. Love is not emotional bash; it is not empty sentimentalism. It is the active outpouring of one's whole being into the being of another.-Martin Luther King, Jr., 1957 I love Rachel so much that I have suffered so much to let her know this.  Everyday I look at this picture of She and Jonathan and have my heartbreak.  Everyday I put my heart on the line and continue to let my soul be shown to the world. Everyday it means so much for other people to read this because in that they see the hope of love and not of hate or revenge.
  I am convinced that love is the most durable power in the world. It is not an expression of impractical idealism, but of practical realism. Far from being the pious injunction of a Utopian dreamer, love is an absolute necessity for the survival of our civilization. To return hate for hate does nothing but intensify the existence of evil in the universe. Someone must have sense enough and religion enough to cut off the chain of hate and evil, and this can only be done through love.----Martin Luther King, Jr., 1957 If anyone truly understood what is in my heart and why I am taking on Rachel Myatt and the New Church it is simply love.  It is my love of Jesus Christ and putting Him first in all things.  I am human and have made mistakes but telling a religion worldwide how their doctrine and how their members are bringing hurt to others and shame to a message of love is not wrong. I will be critical of Swedenborg and I will be critical of Rachel because it was done to me but to prove a point.  I hate no one in the New Church and though months ago I cursed Pastor Glenn and Rachel I rebuke that and deem it wrong.

 I do not want the peace that passeth understanding. I want the understanding which bringeth peace. HELEN KELLERThe New Church are fans of Helen Keller and they need to stop and think about all that she had to go through in her life and how she never gave up and became a great inspiration through Christ love.  I have had everything thrown at me my whole life some of you people couldnt live one day of my life but when I look at Helen Keller and what she had to overcome it just makes me want to do more.  I will do what I have to to show Rachel how much she means to me and if she or her family want to make me out to be some stalker, or extremist, or obsessive person then once again they have judged me and wrong without merit.  I truly love her and Jonathan and I only wanted to show her that someone believed in her and would never give up on her.

 

• The greatest personalities that ever existed have been those who united human beings and put them on the road toward cooperation and effectiveness and peace. Those whom the world has held highest have helped to unite and not sever interconnectedness. They have not been the destroyers of differences but the harmonizer of differences.

• JOHN LOVEJOY ELLIOTT

What Rachel did and others around her did is make her feel I was so different that I wouldnt fit in.  Fact is I loved her and I had so much love for her family but at the time I had lost the most important part of my family my mother.  She had no idea how much my mother meant to me and how much she(Rachel) meant to me at the time.   She could not possibly understand what I was going through because she has never lost a parent.  My hope is one day that when her mother dies since she was very close to her she will understand that.  I hope that Rachel understands that instead of trying to find all the things we had in common she used our differences as an excuse to destroy the relationship.  If she didnt want a  Protestant, African American Male who had no animosity for the New Church and loved her for all that she was then she should have never played with my love.  I try to find common ground and love people for who they are.   My friends are friends for life unless they choose otherwise or do something evil and most of the time I can forgive and I am forgiving Rachel and asking her back into my life.  I will continue this fight until there is no breath left in my body and I am far from done

 

 

 

 

Standing Up Against The Church of The New Jerusalem: Rachel Myatt Never Believed In Me

• Dear Readers,
  I want to formally start my campaign this week.  I am no longer holding back. This is a clear message to Bishop Thomas Kline,  Pastor James Cooper and anyone else who scoffed at my efforts of love, reconciliation, and wanting to show love towards someone who hurt me and used New Church Theology to put me down, disrespect my family, and just be hateful.  I had nothing but love for Rachel Myatt and The Myatt and Friesen Families of British Columbia and the Dawson Creek New Church but because of the actions of Rachel and Pastor Glenn's way of dealing with it and his hypocrisy in both his blog and responding to me and because of Pastor Cooper's arrogant letter to me I am not going to back down.  This week people all over the world of different religions will be recieveing information about the New Church and New Church theology and how it has affected my life and how you make excuses for evil, put Swedenborg on a pedastool and use his works more than you use the Bible. I also will explain to others how you lie solely on free will to make your case for doing evil but if someone outside the New Church wants to use their free will to do good and to love has has been my case you try to make them the villian and they are the evil ones.  You are hypocrites of the highest form because not only did I open my heart to worship with Rachel and the Myatts, while I Rachel constantly put me down and I loved her no matter what I never said a messed up thing or anything ill against the New Church until I learned how self centered and far from your teachings you as people truly are.  I get being proud of your faith but I dont get putting down others because they are passionate about just loving others and about God.  Rachel put me down at a time when I needed support and love.  My mom had been dead for about 20 days at the most but I still dropped everything even in my grief because I loved her and Jonathan.  No where did anyone really care that my mom had died when I brought this up to any of you Pastors or Reverends and they just sided with Rachels free will to abandon me, talk ill of me and my family, say I was mentally ill, and put try to use their doctrine to make any and everything I said or did wrong.  I don't recall that being in the Bible anywhere especially someone who loves those who treat him bad.   Pastor Glenn you are the biggest disappointment I bless you and hope you well on your engagement and impending marriage and I hope in that you see how bad the things Rachel did and said and playing with my desire to love her and have a family truly were.  People always complain about men not wanting to commit and to love women and here I was people. Rachel was an unwed mother, with a kid that was not mine,  I opened my heart to accept her faith and was willing to study and be baptized in time.  Instead I got bigotry, hatred, and just total disrespect from her and her family.  Yet I am not justified for pointing that out because people in the New Church are always right? That is what i have gotten from this whole situation. It has been almost 2 years and God has a reason for everything if this wasnt meant to go this far it would have ended.  A phone call, an offer for a visit of peace, an email any of those things from Rachel and her family would have ended this but now I have to go public with this story on a grand scale and I will not falter.  You had your chance. As of Sept 9th it will be exactly 2yrs and it falls on a Sunday and a Pastor's Counsel Meeting.  I hope that people will turn to Rachel in that meeting and tell her that she is hurting her Church's reputation, the reputation of her Pastor, her family, and me.  She spoke ill of my dead mother and called me mentally ill for grieving yet as many flaws as she has I never said anything like that about her.  She and her family are very cruel people to act like that and I have no qualms now about calling them out.  I had nothing but love to them and during the course of this I have told them how much I have admired them and how I only wanted to love them but it fell on deaf ears.  I also have this to say.  I am completely in the right of law to tell this story and if you feel legally that you want to sue me go ahead I dont care.  I already have had so much evil and hurt come into my life when all I wanted to do was love people.  I should hate and be vengeful but that is what the New Church doesnt see because they are blind to the true nature of Christ reconcilation. They want to make Him human so He can share some level of their frailties and imperfections.  God is perfect and we can only be like Him in a sense and so we should choose to follow Him in the sense to love one another, forgive, and reconcile.  Rachel cant see what a good loyal friend she lost in me, a loving boyfriend, and a true friend in God.  I have never given up on her and it has been 2yrs and if you people in the New Church can't see the beauty of that then truly are misguided.  I had every chance to publicly flog her, I could have put this up on my facebook,  I could have had it put on a mass blogging site but no I let people come here on their own and it will always be that way because I do love Rachel and Jonathan and the last thing I want for Rachel is to hurt like she hurt me but she also needs to stop hurting people.  I am the one who was chosen to show her that task and if she never talks to me again at least I know I did what was right in God's eyes and that is to stand up not only to Rachel Myatt but to the New Church.  I gave you all the time in the world to respond New Church and Rachel and Myatt family so when this week and next things get uncomfortable in the way of my freedom of expression I came to you in peace and in love and you ignored me.  I believed in Rachel Myatt, Rachel Myatt never believed in me
  
  
  
  God Bless ALL