While I was still having nightmares, crying and in a catatonic state. Rachel was in Mexico on the beach with her family. She didnt care that she destroyed me or the damage that had been done and now its time to make light of all of that. I was truly distraught when my mother died but I tried to be strong. I didnt start having nightmares until Rachel abandoned me. I loved her so much. The video above is from the "Twilight" movie installment called "New Moon". I want you all to know that Rachel read all those books because I liked them. Most of the time it was the other way around. I believed in true love and romance and the love I gave to Rachel was one of the most beautiful and true in the world. She misued it and abused it. I had nothing but love for her and her family but now it is time to tell the world of my struggle and how she brought me to hate her. I want to make an example to the New Church or the Church of the New Jerusalem about how much better it is to forgive, reconcile, and show a radical reinterpretation of love, rather than seek revenge or evil. For almost 3 years I tried to make peace with Rachel Myatt but in all the lies, evil, and hurt she laid on my shoulder she couldnt even say I am sorry. I reached out many levels for this. It is her loss and as the need to out her and her family overtakes the good in my heart. People in the New Church will slowly see how much better it would have been for Rachel to step forward and make amends with me rather than be shamed and put on display for they way she used the New Church teachings and for her constant use of men as play things. I am not afraid and I will not look back. She did this to herself and so that anyone that encouraged her to say or treat me in such an evil manner did. Embrace evil like the New Church does. That is what I am doing now. Revenge will be swift, it will be painful, and it will hurt all those around her. Words and pictures can be the sharpest knives so before you open your mouth and put down another especially someone who loves you.
Like A Well Played Chess Game With ALL The Pieces Lined Up I am Ready for the Attack and I Will Not Stop Till I Have A CHECKMATE of Epic Proportions
God Bless ALL
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