Rachel and Jonathan

Rachel and Jonathan
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Sunday, March 3, 2013

Playing With A Man's Dream : Rachel and the sowing of what she reaps



I loved Rachel Myatt with all my heart but until the day an apology comes my way for what she said and did I will be relentless and constant in my campaign against the Church of the New Jerusalem.  I have offered to go away forever and take down this blog, stop printing the newsletter, and to never utter another word about Rachel, the Myatts, Pastor Glenn, or The New Church.  Days, Weeks, Months, and Years have passed. I havent forgotten but I know through their actions it has affected Rachel and her family.  I will never back down.  Rachel played with my dream and then tried to make me look like a villian.  In todays society when a man loves a woman who already has a child especially out of wedlock that is a man full of love.  I was willing to love her and he child and I did love them. All I dreamed about was being with them but because I was a little under the weather from my mom dying I wasnt fit mentally to be with you Rachel or because my love of God differed from yours I wasnt up to your standard? Why manipulate and play with someone who really wanted a family and who truly loved you. I could have wiped Rachel and her family on the floor by releasing our text communication logs and all the emails on this blog or another site or I could have released the book I wrote which I have plenty of money to self publish.  I did not out of love and respect for Rachel and her family.  I would have destroyed Rachel and all her credibility to anyone.  That is why Rachel and the Myatts dont respond because they know I was right.  They know what kind of fickle heartless person Rachel is and how when something good comes to her she runs and screws it up. I am a good man, I would have been a good provider for her and Jonathan and I was willing to give up my home and all my belongings her just to be with them.  Notice I said them.  I adored both her and her son.  It was an amazing love to me and Rachel never stopped to smell the roses.  One Day Rachel Myatt you will be crushed so bad and realize the damage you caused. You will wake up and realize how a little bit of humility could have went a long way.  You knew and know you are wrong and just admitting it and being a woman could free all this pain.  Would you rather I keep talking about Pastor Glenn or maybe Sister Jessica and include her New Church site in the my commentary on evil and false religion.  How many people have to suffer before you have the courage to just come clean? You can't stop me an I have nothing to hold me back anymore. I was man enough for 2 years to devote my life to look over my remaining sick parent and now that he has been deceased a month my life is God's and mine.  I put the video "Ghost" up by the band LIVE because that is how much I loved Rachel Myatt.  I never needed anyone or loved anyone till I met her and Jonathan and if she didnt need me or wasnt ready for a relationship she should have never played with my heart.  So know she will reap what she sows.  It seems like she wants more to be said about the New Church, more attacks toward her family, her faith, and her but I will only spread the truth. The truth will set you free Rachel.  If you woman up and face it then you will become truly regenerated and anew.

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