Shallow Rachel - How New Church Values Contributed to Her Attitude

Inner Beauty - It is something we all have and we are capable of showing.  I have had to show my inner beauty my whole life and I look in the mirror and know that my looks are less than desireable to many women so I have gotten by with style, intelligence, charisma, charm, and inner beauty with women. Rachel is a beautiful woman on the outside but she is very ugly, vile, selfish, and a self centered on the inside.  She is very insecure, unsure of herself, and not very good in making decisions. The reason why this blog and everything else is happening to her is because she ran her mouth about how I wouldnt do anything and get the Church involved.  The same person who had slept with me and told me she loved me days earlier was calling me loser, crazy, mentally ill, and put me down, talked bad toward me and my deceased mother. It was detestable.  The more I think about it I think about how strong I am and how weak people like she are.

I have this to say on the matter.  The Swedenborgians of the General New Church Assembly teach free will and the emphasis on letting evil happen and accepting it.  I was told by Pastor Coleman Glenn that its ok to be evil if it benefits oneself but it doesnt matter how the person who is not in the New Church scheme of things gets hurt.  It is almost moronic at the level of self love and ungodly direction that some of the Doctrine of the New Church express.  I put God first in all things.  I have a selfish will and I could have followed it in this situation but I didnt. All I wanted was to let God into my heart fully and to go where God was.

For those who do not know the story go back and read my blog "The Woman I Unconditionally Continue to Love"  What a lot of people miss is that I had another young lady who wanted to be with me and I turned her down because of Rachel.  You know why I turned her away, it was because I thought Rachel truly was a servant of the Lord and this other girl did not see nor did she want the Lord to be part of her life.  I explained this to her and we parted ways amicably.  I told her about Rachel and how much I loved Rachel.  The other woman was the perfect idea match of what I wanted she was Strawberry Blonde, She was here in Texas, She was beautiful.  She was everything I ever wanted except someone who wanted to be one with me in the Lord.  Rachel should be ashamed of herself or whoever in her family told her or persueded her that I did not love God.  God was the whole reason I came to her and believed in her.  She is very cruel towards others in her speech and mannerisms.  She is kind to children but crass and petty toward other adults.  She was my sister in Christ, my best friend, and the love of my life.  I traveled far and believed in her for so long.  It seems that Swedenborg wants you to love yourself so much that you do not believe in reconcilation, that you allude to love and charity but act selfishly towards those who love you back.  What kind of Christian Doctrine is that? You talk about having a God who doesnt punish.  God has to have the upper hand on his Creation.  He is a loving God not a vengeful God.   He did however create all of us and all that around us so for you Science and New Age Christians it doesnt matter how you put it or how many joints you smoke, or how much ether or alcohol you had when you wrote your books! You know what? Jesus, God, The Saviour of the Universe trumps any vision any mortal man might have had and you can say Swedenborg's Word is Divine all day but you truly know its not.  He was not a prophet, not divine, not sanctioned by God.  He was just a man who couldnt follow the rules of the True Church and wanted to make things in his own image.  He wanted to be able to sin and justify the sin.  To make things seem heavenly and divine while basically just Ghost Writing behind the Bible the true whole Word of God.  In February my Valentine to Rachel and the New Church will be a pamphet I will hand out called "Ghost Writing, Self Love, And Evil Spirits - Emanuel Swedenborg , The Great Deciever and Spirit Medium"  I want others to know not only was hypocritical in talking to spirits and demons proclaiming he walked through heaven and hell but he made things up to fit his own selfish desires rooted in sexuality and carnal desires.  Anyone with a clear understanding of the HOLY BIBLE the True Word of God can see that Swedenborgians are truly a cult they think they have some kind of special understanding of God and are better than other people but people who truly have an understanding of God are humble, not defensive, evil, and close minded.  With the New Church its all or nothing if you dont believe like them you are wrong and they try to make you look as such.  Rachel's one act of unkindness has brought me to my destiny and I embrace it with open arms. It is to get Christians to love each other and accept their differences without putting down others but in that to put an end to harmful cults brainwashing people with evil lies that only beget more evil.  I am sorry that no one in the New Church is Brave Enough to Challenge Me.  It is because you know I am telling the truth.  I am already writing a pamplet called "Why Black People Are Not Welcome in the New Church" to tell of my experience with Rachel Myatt, the Myatt Family, and Pastor Coleman Glenn in the Dawson Creek New Church congregation.  I will not hestitate to say what needs to be said and some of you will be able to read it very soon.  I will not back down.  Rachel you caused all this damage and a couple words on the phone with me and reconciliation could end this but you are too stubborn, too hateful, and to selfish to ever know God's love like I know it because you were taught self love, evil is twisting of good which it is not, Evil is a manifestation of what is wrong and Good is a manifestation of what right there is no middle ground.  I ask God Bless You All Today there is much work to be done in my ministry and I want others to know the truth.  The truth will set you free.