Dear Readers,
The video clip above is from the HBO show "Girls" if you want to know how I feel about how Rachel treated me and how spoiled and stuck up I think she is just watch this clip from 1:38-3:45. The show is basically about priveliged white girls who live in New York who don't really want to take responsibility for their lives. All I ever wanted Rachel to do was look in the mirror and see the beautiful person I did inside and out. She wasted almost a year of my life and I was committed so I know how Adam, Hannah's boyfriend feels. It has destroyed my life, my view of women and my heart is broken in places I never knew it could break. Some people never heal and I never will not because I don't want to but because Rachel never gave me closure. When I tried to make peace with her she blew it off and so now I will walk this earth wounded and alone and maybe to Rachel or the Myatt family or to even you dear reader that sounds dramatic but I really loved Rachel and Jonathan Myatt and I was committed to both of them. So when you read this blog from now on realize the damage that Rachel truly did and why I have reacted and will continue to carry on my campaign against her, her family, and the New Church because they dont truly know struggle or what I been through but yet tried to judge me. They had all the blessings in family and love around them and when I had little to nothing and my world was falling down around me instead of love and accept me I was belittled, betrayed, a put down so much especially by Rachel saying I didn't love God. No I will never love God as as selfish Human entity like Swedenborgians do. I love God as my eternal Father and Jesus as my Savior and Best Friend. Rachel was my earthly best friend and I loved her and Jonathan tenfold but she never stopped to see how beautiful and how wonderful I thought she was...............
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