I'm Hungry: God Puts Determination in the Hearts of those who Never Give Up On HIM

Dear Readers  please watch this clip from the movie Notorious about deceased hip hop icon Notorious B.I.G. watch from 0:19-0:36 where actor Derek Luke portraying Puff Daddy now P. Diddy whose real name is Sean Combs.  He talks about being hungry.  This is the kind of hungry I have been and I am.  When I met Rachel I was finally hungry and ready to be loved and I went after it.  I still love her and Jonathan with all my heart and if she cant see that almost 3yrs have went by and I am still hungry and I am ready to put out all that I have in the form of a story to let her know how deeply she, her family, and the Church of the New Jerusalem hurt me then it is her loss.  I am ready to put it all on the line. I am hungry. Im not going to sit back and feel sorry for myself or feel guilty towards hurting Rachel or others with the truth.  It needs to be known. God's spirit is all in my soul and I am full of love.  Evil wanted me to hate Rachel and become that evil person who just trashes but instead I am going to tell my story and how she betrayed my love, how she lied to me and how this whole time I have just not given up.  I will take on anyone,  I will go anywhere, and I will do anything Rachel Myatt. You can keep what has been pretty small scale between us Rachel by contacting me or I can just let it go.  I am about to let it all out.  So remember you were given every chance to respond. You left me behind, you put me down, you abandoned my love, and I never wanted any but to spend my life with you Rachel, and Jonathan.  So you can take this blog however you want. I am going to press on with some big moves and if you look around and ask some of the Pastors in your Church if my Newsletter has got to them it has I have never been playing.  I am out everyday passing out my story on you and the Church of the New Jerusalem and this is a promise and it is my hunger and desire.  God's love will prevail and as long as I truly love Him what you did wont hurt as much  and it will inspire me to keep going.

 

Genesis 23:10-11

¹⁰ Ephron the Hittite was sitting among his people and he replied to Abraham in the hearing of all the Hittites who had come to the gate of his city. ¹¹ “No, my lord,” he said. “Listen to me; I give you the field, and I give you the cave that is in it. I give  it to you in the presence of my people. Bury your dead.”


Dear Rachel,
My best revenge on you is to keep loving you.  It is to keep telling my story and let you and your family know how deeply you hurt me and let others know when I tried to make peace and reconcile with you, it was you who turned a blind eye.  It is I who should hate you and should seek an eye for an eye against you but I don't I pity the cowardice and the way you treat people Rachel Myatt.  If you were truly intelligent enough and spent more time reading the Bible than Swedenborg you would understand why I put up the video by Deadsy(Key to Granmercy Park) Elijah the singer is Cher's son and the son of Greg Allman also.  It has biblical meaning if you listen to the words and read your Bible it will give you a clue to what I am going to do next toward you in my campaign.                                                                      

God BLess ALL