Dear Readers,
A couple of days ago I sat in a sold out arena and I got to witness one of the greatest rock bands play ever, Pearl Jam. It was my 15th time seeing them since 1991 and probably the second best show of my life. One thing they did is pay tribute to the band that came before them, Mother Love Bone. Andrew Wood was the singer for that band but overdosed in 1991 which lead to the formation of Pearl Jam. Without that tragedy we may never have known Pearl Jam but with what Andrew left behind in his music we know love. This is a live version I recorded with me badly singing in the background because my throat was full of tears. I am a baritone so I will never be able to sing this sing but I didn't think my camera would pick me up. I cried the whole time because it reminded me of two people. Rachel and my mother who passed on in 2010. Rachel Myatt I love you and always have and you promised to be there for me and abandoned me and to this day it has ruined my life, my perception of love, and whether you think so or not it destroyed my heart and the good I used to believe people had in their heart. I never believed you would lie to me or treat me bad that is why I never gave up on you and Jonathan. In one brief moment you kicked me when I was down, kicked me to the curb, and left me for dead. I have, will, and will never stop loving you two. What I want for Christmas 2013 peace with you. Nothing more nothing less. Please put an end to this and see you are loved beyond compare or know that you were the reason for someone giving up on love and the human condition. I loved you more than life itself and I haven't stopped. I dedicated this video to you and no one else even with my fool singing and tears in the background that is how much I love you and I don't hide it. You are the love of my life.
God Bless All
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