Canada - Your Sister Rachel Was Loved Beyond Compare

God called me to Rachel
He called me to Canada and whether
Rachel nor Pastor Glenn believe in callings I did
Rachel didn't follow the Word of God nor did she treat me very Christian. She wonders why she is enduring the dilemma, it is because when you disobey God you end up suffering.  You bring suffering on yourself.  I Don't suffer because I did nothing wrong.  I do hurt because of the lies and pain inflicted on me by this person but I still live a happy and productive life. I want everyone to know that what I have been doing with this blog, with the newsletter, with everything in the past couple of years is because of Rachel not following God.  She and her family wanted to be hypocrites and wanted to judge and they know it.  They were called out by God not by me. I wanted to let this go but like a fire He lit it up in my heart and put me on a path that would change my life forever.  Rachel and Jonathan were loved beyond compare and I never would have left them, cheated on her, nor stopped loving them.  When I first met her I pulled out my Chris Ledoux cassette and listened to this song and said a prayer.  True love was finally in my heart.  After Cursing Rachel and saying all the things towards her and her family and the New Church that were said at the heart of everything.  I love her and Jonathan and she messed that up so now she must hide and pretend I don't exist but in reality she knows what she must do to end this and it involves humility and love.

All I ever wanted was to be loved same as anyone, to not be judged, and to have a family and Rachel you played with that and in the end it will follow you around not me.  I wont back down and I wont sell out.  Most of all God is on my side and in my heart.
Romans 12:2

 

² Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will.