I know Rachel it hurts you more to know that I still love you and care and that you have become poster girl for New Church Theology because of your arrogance, ignorance, and your selfishness.
I dedicate "Who Do You Think You Are" by Saint Etienne to you today. Like the Batsignal I have realized the more I put it out there, the more you will hide and cower and if you were a true woman of God. You would face me. You created this and the only way to stop a lie is to stop lying to yourself. You want to hide in whatever corner or hole thinking one day I will stop. I wont stop till you face me. Till you come head on with the reality that one I aint playing no stupid victim. I am letting the world know you were truly loved and you let bigotry, Swedenborgism, and lies get in the way of that love. Most of all you betrayed, mocked, and spit all over our friendship. I loved you both and its sad that you are so full of pride that you got your sweet angel and child into not only my life but to say shitty things like I manipulated you to love me.
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