First I dedicate 4 A.M by Gwen Stefani to Rachel and Jonathan Myatt because every since I have loved them this song has been a testament to how much I love them. If you listen to the words its about truly loving someone Gwen wrote it about her then baby Kingston. I think it is endearing song about true love and if any of you haven't truly read my blog and only tried to find bad in it then you have not read my blog. I love Rachel and Jonathan more than she or her family could ever know and God has given me a love well greater than anything I have ever experienced. I love you Rachel so today I ask for peace with you.
A Christmas Wish 3.
The past two years all I have asked for from anyone is not for material things but for people to pray for peace and reconcilation between Rachel and I. Love is what I believe in and peace at a time when Jesus was brought to earth to bring about a peace and love in our hearts is what Christmas should be about. If Rachel and The Myatt family cannot find it in their hearts to make peace with me after 3 Christmases then that is truly sad. It is a testament to where their hearts are as a family and an example of the Church of the New Jerusalem. I have nothing but love for you all and if you truly understood the tears I still cry for Rachel and Jonathan and how real my love is and was then you never would have coerced or made Rachel think that I didnt truly love her or wasn't meant for her. After all I did to be with her I know she loved me and wanted to be with me someone said something to hold her back and make her feel like she wasnt worth of my love because I always heard her hesitation. May God forgive that person and may they think different after they see how determined and how much I love her and Jonathan.
My Father in the Heavens,
Today I ask for your love, your guidance, your serenity, peace, and patience. I ask that you bless all the Myatts, Friesens, Bakers, and Pastor Coleman Glenn and his family. I ask that you continue to steer me on a path of love, reconciliation, and peace. To all those who try to put me down I will continue to love. To all those who hate me I will take with me your example and show kindness and may they slap both of my cheeks and I still call them brother or sister. I ask that you keep me walking on your path to righteousness and love.
Amen.
If you read this and you believe in the love that I believe in then say a prayer for peace and that will be the only Christmas Wish I have again this year. Each prayer and thought does matter. Thank you for your time.
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