Retribution : Nothing To Lose

I have a box of matches and the anger and hurt have been bottled up for almost 5 years and soon I can tell my story. The New Church Damage Control Machine cant stop me. Only Rachel Myatt reaching out the olive branch and squashing this privately can. If she really loved her fellow worshipers, her family, and had any love ever for me she would but she is coward like always. No me I have "Nothing to Lose" I lost it all and she spit on me and kicked me when I started losing it.

Denouncing Evil, Dawson Creek New Church Classes and Olive Branch Rachel Myatt Missed Out On

Dear Dawson Creek New Church and Rachel Myatt.


Rachel was loved beyond compare and my blog was supposed to be a tribute and show here that even though she almost destroyed me a man did love her beyond compare. She spit on my name, my family, and defamed me and what I set out to show her is that she and her religion were being contradictory to what they believed in. If you want to glorify and accept evil then go ahead. Someone reached out to you and tried to make peace with you and you ignored it and you were the one who made all the promises, you were the one that left me alone, you were the one who called me the names and blasphemed about all that was good between us.  If I were looking to pay you back eye for an eye I could have obliterated you.  So Rev Heinrichs Teach your little class on evil but remember you have some very selfish evil people in your temporary congregation.  I had nothing but love for them but they show their true colors every day and the fact I haven't done more to expose them well that is true fleeing from evil. This is a war with the contradictory nature of your teachings and the influence to follow a man's ramblings instead of God's Divine Word the Holy Bible. Man lives through emotions, feelings, and sin. God is pure and teaches with Truth, Mercy, and kindness. Most of all teaches of Forgiveness. Ponder that Reverend and New Church of Dawson Creek.

The Chickens Are Coming Home To Roost: Time For Rachel To Feel the Full Effect of Her Lies and Deceit

Dear Readers,

Above is a cover of the Morrissey song "Why Don't You Find Out For Yourself" by Metric.


I have finally come to terms with how I am going to let Rachel know that what she did was very wrong and if she thinks she escaped the evil she did she is wrong.  God is not vengeful but if we need to be taught a lesson and act like we are invincible He will find a way to make that known.  Rachel all I ever did was love you and you and your family stabbed me in the back and disrespected my family.  Your Church did also and made excuses for evil instead of embrace love.  I am not some crazy psychopath but enlightened and intelligent and that is what will make what I do so much sweeter because you or no one around you will expect it. Its not a threat of violence or anything of physical harm but it will make you and your family think the next time you try to judge someone or act like being different than you is a cause to call someone names, put them down, and say they are mental ill because they are grieving. You really need to get over yourself and put down Swedenborg and read the real Word. The Holy Bible. Man is evil, man's word is selfish and only about bringing glory to himself. God's word is like a cistern of clean flowing water that never gets dirty or grows old. Its not some man made dream or religion it is the real thing. Why do you think Christianity has stood the test of time and the Bible is the best selling book of all time.  Anyways you are a backstabber and I will speak on your and your family this mothers day as always. So I leave you with the closing words to this song because its how I felt when you lied and broke all your words and promises to me.

Don't rake up my mistakes
I know exactly what they are
And what do you do?
Well you just sit there
I've been stabbed in the back
So many many times
I don't have any skin
But that's just the way it goes

The Boy Who Lived-

Dear Rachel, Myatt Family, & Faithful readers.


Today I turn 40.  I just wanted you to know Rachel that you couldn't keep me down and no matter what you are doing or who you are with you will always remember the person you disrespected, hurt, and the one who put you in your place. I am far from done but you also need to know that I travel, I love, I hurt, I care, I understand, I am human. You were selfish, you lied, you abandoned me, you shamed yourself and made your religion look like a contradiction.  I loved you flaws and all but you couldn't look deep into your heart and see how much I cared and wanted and needed you and Jonathan. One day when your heart is broken, and you are destroyed like you did me, you will realize what you are done. See that is the difference between my belief in God and whatever you try to worship. I worship God in all His Love, Grace, and Perfection.  He is not mortal, He is and always be above me and though I am in His image nothing I can do will ever make up for all the does for me. Swedenborg excepts and basically lets people think evil and hurting people is acceptable and it is not.  You should be an example in Christ and strive not to be evil at all and not let it flourish. Anyways I'll never back down and I just finished a nice run of preaching against the evils of the New Church. My picture is from California. Think I am not spreading the word. Think again Church of the New Jerusalem and Myatt family.

Ignoring Me Wont Make Me Go Away : Peace and Forgiveness is the worst Regret To Die Without Acting On

I don't really have to say anything today. Rachel pretty soon its all going to come crashing down. Nothing you can do can stop the tidal wave that could have easily been avoided had you been woman enough to face me and not lie.  Nothing left to say.

Demanding Respect: Putting Bullies like Rachel Myatt and The New Church Clergy in their Place

Dear Readers,

The pattern of Rachel Myatt using men for her amusement then putting them down and trying to make herself seem like a victim ended with me.  This video of a scene from "Veronica Mars" the series was my favorite in the whole show.  In life we have a choice we can let people put us down, call us losers(which Rachel did once she tossed me aside like yesterdays news) and make us feel like we are beneath them. Or we can fight back, demand respect, and expose people for who they are.  The internet is a great place for that as long as you make sure you have some truth to your claims.  Rachel and the New Church clergy both gave me ample ammunition to fire back on them that was both legal and truthful.  Don't write your beliefs down on a blog or a religious site or leave love letters or emails saying certain stuff and then try to lie about it. It is proof and that is what I used to get back at these cowards, liars, and bigots.  I have dealt with this crap since I was a little boy and did Rachel and the Myatt family actually think I would stand by and let you defame me and my family and use your hateful cult religion to discredit me.  Hell no.  I am glad that you got exposed. Though I will always love Rachel I do not show any remorse for how your life has or will turn out because of what you did to me. I am far from done and when you least expect it since I am in the prime of my life.  This story will become something that many people will look into because I intend on sharing it with the world on a larger scale because it is what is driving me to become something bigger and that is God's gift.  Anger can be a gift. You don't have to use it to kill or physically hurt others.  You can just use it as a sword to verbally maim and destroy your transgressors just as you tried to do to me and my family Rachel.  So all you Pastors and Reverends in the New Church who don't want to touch on your religions lies, arrogance, bigotry, and non compliance to try to control and make those things better in your community.  Here is your one warning because I am coming for you on a large scale.  This is God's plan. I dare one of you to reach out to me, but you can't because you always side with the evil and think that Rachel was right and that Swedenborg's word takes precedence over God's Word the Bible the one and only Writings. Not some man made dream.

Easter : Jesus Rose from the Dead So We Could Love but in Dawson Creek Canada New Church They Hate

Now I get it even more about how racist a lot of Canadians are. I was looking up hate songs on Youtube and this one poster put this under a song by racist music artist Johnny Rebel.

I'm from Canada, and we only have 2.5 % of our country black. I feel sorry for my white brothers and sisters in America, for what you have to put up with, with them being there. 2.5% though, gosh that's a lot. Too many. Same as in the states: they rape, cause crime, violence. In Toronto, 8.1% of the city is black, and they cause over 79% of violent crime! Statistics don't lie, they're a menace, wherever they go. And they can't pull the poor former slave card here to justify their violence, because we've never had slavery here in Canada. A lot of them we took in as refuges from the States during your civil war. That was a mistake. :(((((


How sad that white people even think like that. It is what I encountered and felt by the people in Dawson Creek, British Columbia Canada.  The New Church of Jerusalem of Dawson Creek, and The Myatt and Friesen Families.


All I have ever wanted to be is human but people have to do dumb stuff on a daily basis to remind me that I am Black.   I remember the day I came to see Rachel and the White airport attendent wouldn't let me use the phone to call local to Rachel but a pretty White blond comes over and ask the same question and she lets her then looks over me as my mouth dropped in amazement and smiles.  Myatts you could never know what that feels like. If I were such a horrible person then why did or have I never cared about the color of someones skin I fell in love with but yet for me its always a big deal.  Reverend Heinrichs, you dont want someone to get publicly shamed or have the New Church outed when your own members and clergy told on themselves through blogs and emails of their segregation and seperation processes.  If you really wanted to teach Pastor Glenn about true integration and racial harmony why send him to South Africa? That is still a safe and racist part of Africa for whites.  If the new Church really wanted to prove their love of God why not go into the Muslim part of Africa or predominately black part? Because you are cowards.  You say and preach one thing but you couldn't hold your own in a Lego Fight.  At least I one man have the guts to stand up to you and let people know of your bullying and then your cry against Cyberbullying and Freedom of speech when someone is man enough to go against you.  Yeah I got a chip on my shoulder and its called your Racist, Bigoted, and Two Faced Organization.  Take That Bishop Keith!!!!  Happy Swedenborg Half god Walks the Earth Day.   More like Gog of Magog.