Dear Rachel, Myatt, Baker, and my readers.
I took the time to reflect on this blog and I am proud I did it. I stood up to someone who is a bully in real life and when she doesn't get her way she abandons them. She slanders them, and she belittles them. I understand that she got a lot of this from her religion and family but the rest was just plain Rachel. If you listen to this speech from the Amazing Spider-Man 2 by Gwen Stacy portrayed by Emma Stone you will know what my life is about. I lost my mom, Rachel who said she was my best friend turned her back on me and tried to play me off as some mental patient because I was grieving and told the truth about how my life was going. I lost my dad not to long after. My brother got sick. I tried to date again and the young lady stole, lied, cheated and used drugs and when I got her to look in the mirror at herself and she changed she fell in love with me but it was too late because I had already put up with her crap. The upside is that she found herself and loved herself because I wasn't afraid to accept her for who she was and who she became in the end. Last year I had people at my job turn their back on me and after 15 yrs ended that. The month I looked for another job I had no money, I had to sell things important to me, I had no food, and I did starve at times but I still had a roof and a house over my head. Instead of play the victim I took odd jobs, I pawned things, had a garage sale did whatever I could legally to pay the bills. Right as I got a job and things started to look better someone broke into my car and stole my legal documents, broke into my bank account stole money, checks, and my IPad with all my songs on it. As I sat there at work instead of crying I picked myself up, went home that night shook it off and I just continued to work and rebuild everything. By the end of March things should be back to normal and most of the things I lost or got behind on paying will be caught up. You see Rachel and Myatt family and New Church. I put my faith in God. Even with Rachel in the end when I finally give the world my songs and story about how she abandoned me and how the New Church made excuses for evil and that its ok to treat people as she did I still loved her and still do. I won't sit back and play the victim nor feel sorry how it affects her life or those around her. Lord knows she didn't care about how her selfishness affected me or my family. The saddest thing of all is my father who I did not get along with was happy that I found Rachel and for the first time he supported me and was proud of the fact I was in love. Rachel not only embarrassed me but made a mockery and when she called the police and fire department it was the first time I saw my dad cry about anything I did because I really did want to die. I choose to live that night. I could have been selfish and ran off the road or just hid and ended it all. I drove right past the cops and fire department looking for me and they were none the wiser. I came back because I loved Rachel and I didn't want to have my death hanging over her head. I wanted to show her that her selfishness would come back in a large way and it did. When I campaigned and put her picture up that I took and told my story all over the world to the New Church and the blog she could not hide. She told me she would lie about us ever being together and a whole lot of other things but when you leave a paper trail best be prepared about being out in the open. So I leave you with this Rachel Myatt if you or any of your family read this have the courage to reach out to me. There is still time to end this. I never have to go any further. If you are truly of God's love and the New Church is truly of charity, love of neighbor, and reconciliation then you will have no problem after 4 and a half years putting things right. If not then you are giving me permission to go out tell my story in song and media and take proof and truth with me this happened. I reached out to you.... God Bless
I took the time to reflect on this blog and I am proud I did it. I stood up to someone who is a bully in real life and when she doesn't get her way she abandons them. She slanders them, and she belittles them. I understand that she got a lot of this from her religion and family but the rest was just plain Rachel. If you listen to this speech from the Amazing Spider-Man 2 by Gwen Stacy portrayed by Emma Stone you will know what my life is about. I lost my mom, Rachel who said she was my best friend turned her back on me and tried to play me off as some mental patient because I was grieving and told the truth about how my life was going. I lost my dad not to long after. My brother got sick. I tried to date again and the young lady stole, lied, cheated and used drugs and when I got her to look in the mirror at herself and she changed she fell in love with me but it was too late because I had already put up with her crap. The upside is that she found herself and loved herself because I wasn't afraid to accept her for who she was and who she became in the end. Last year I had people at my job turn their back on me and after 15 yrs ended that. The month I looked for another job I had no money, I had to sell things important to me, I had no food, and I did starve at times but I still had a roof and a house over my head. Instead of play the victim I took odd jobs, I pawned things, had a garage sale did whatever I could legally to pay the bills. Right as I got a job and things started to look better someone broke into my car and stole my legal documents, broke into my bank account stole money, checks, and my IPad with all my songs on it. As I sat there at work instead of crying I picked myself up, went home that night shook it off and I just continued to work and rebuild everything. By the end of March things should be back to normal and most of the things I lost or got behind on paying will be caught up. You see Rachel and Myatt family and New Church. I put my faith in God. Even with Rachel in the end when I finally give the world my songs and story about how she abandoned me and how the New Church made excuses for evil and that its ok to treat people as she did I still loved her and still do. I won't sit back and play the victim nor feel sorry how it affects her life or those around her. Lord knows she didn't care about how her selfishness affected me or my family. The saddest thing of all is my father who I did not get along with was happy that I found Rachel and for the first time he supported me and was proud of the fact I was in love. Rachel not only embarrassed me but made a mockery and when she called the police and fire department it was the first time I saw my dad cry about anything I did because I really did want to die. I choose to live that night. I could have been selfish and ran off the road or just hid and ended it all. I drove right past the cops and fire department looking for me and they were none the wiser. I came back because I loved Rachel and I didn't want to have my death hanging over her head. I wanted to show her that her selfishness would come back in a large way and it did. When I campaigned and put her picture up that I took and told my story all over the world to the New Church and the blog she could not hide. She told me she would lie about us ever being together and a whole lot of other things but when you leave a paper trail best be prepared about being out in the open. So I leave you with this Rachel Myatt if you or any of your family read this have the courage to reach out to me. There is still time to end this. I never have to go any further. If you are truly of God's love and the New Church is truly of charity, love of neighbor, and reconciliation then you will have no problem after 4 and a half years putting things right. If not then you are giving me permission to go out tell my story in song and media and take proof and truth with me this happened. I reached out to you.... God Bless
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