Dear Readers,
It has been a long time since I have written on this blog and it was because I did and do love Rachel Myatt. This was the day 4 years ago she destroyed my heart. I know she will probably check to see if I have written anything today and yes Rachel it does still matter, I am still angry at you, and even though I forgive you it is far from over. I have written a screenplay, and album, and about the dangers and cult nature of the New Church because of you. You brought this on yourself with your arrogance, hatefulness, and your family not even being brave enough to face me. If you are with someone I hope they know what kind of back stabbing two faced woman you are and how you lie, leave others, and use your religion as a crutch to constantly hurt others. I wish you no harm but you will be exposed when I release this material soon. It took me months but I focused on it and I will get it out there. You could have reached out to me and changed things. I will always love you and Jonathan and I was in love with you and wanted you both but you just like most of the girls couldn't just see I love you. You wanted to find all these things wrong with me without looking into the mirror with all that was screwed up with you. You wanted to let the other people around you in Dawson Creek shape you into fear of being around someone different and I thought Canada was less Racist and Judgmental than the U.S. but you and Dawson Creek British Columbia showed me more racism in a day then I have known my whole life. I knew bigotry when I saw it and your mother didn't know but I knew she didnt like me. If my parents didnt like you I would have still loved you because I am an and was an adult and they have no say so in who I love. I fought my dad over and over about that. Both my parents are gone now its just me against the world and so you know what? Its fine. I really wish we could have made amends. I got a call from Chiliwack BC and Vancouver in the last couple of months and days. Was it you trying to have the courage to talk to me. If it was fine. If you were a real woman you would do the Godly thing and end this with me and we both go in peace. Futureperfectone@lycos.com there is my email the one you should know the one we held all our lovely letters to each other. I am waiting to see if you have the fortitude to make peace if not its your loss. I loved you and Jonathan and you always remember for the rest of your life you did destroy someones love by playing with it and making fun of me after you did it when I was grieving my mother. I doubt you have changed. I wont forget ever and the revolution still marches on against you and the New Church.
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