Rachel, Do You Have The Courage to End This So That No One Else Gets Hurt or Embarrassed

Rachel Myatt have the courage before mothers day to comfront me either on email, letter or by this website.  I still love you and Jonathan with all my heart whether you believe it or not and hurt your brought me has never subsided.  I am the man who truly loved you.  I loved you for all you were, all that you were going to be, and most of all I loved you just for you.  This is me reaching my hand out today sister with a white dove of peace.  Ive lost so much in the past two years, my parents, the woman I love and her son.  I almost lost me.  Last night I went to go see the band in the presentation above  IAMX and when this song "Unified Field" played I realized I could not give up on you. Listen to the Words and think of the person who never gave up on you even when you were cruel to me. Even though I am still angry and hurt I do love you very much.  I am asking you to put whatever holds you back from loving me down and go against all odds and reach out to me like I am doing to you.  God has not let me give up on you but I fear if you ignore this call to love all will be lost and on Mothers Day the message I have to convey will not only hurt you and me but countless others.  Love can change everything Rachel.  Be a woman and choose love and return to a friend who loved you with all his heart.  I leave you with this scripture and I hope you see it in your heart to do the right thing by opening your heart to love and reconcilation.  This is not an ultimatum like you gave me but a promise and a warning.


Rachel Myatt,  You have and always will be my Sister in Christ. I love you and Jonathan like my own flesh.  Through Christ blood you and I are one.  Everyday you ignore the love I have for you. 

2 Corinthians 5:17-19

New International Version (NIV)

¹⁷ Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, the new creation has come: The old has gone, the new is here! ¹⁸ All this is from God, who reconciled us to himself through Christ and gave us the ministry of reconciliation: ¹⁹ that God was reconciling the world to himself in Christ, not counting people’s sins against them. And he has committed to us the message of reconciliation.

The last words I said to you before I stepped on the plane that day is "Remember I Love You" and I have never stopped.